PARKER, isabelle marie

[ISABELLE MARIE PARKER]

isabelle marie parker

what is your name ,

"my name is isabelle marie parker. nicknames i have acquirred the years are iz or izzy, but i kind of have to know a person before i let them call me iz or izzy. its weird for me otherwise."

what is your date of birth ,

"i was born on march third nineteen ninety-six."

how old does this make you ,

"i will be turning sixteen in three months."

what is your degree of education ,

"i am just finishing up my the first half of sophomore year."

where are you currently employed ,

"well, i don't have an official job, but i'm a full time mommy, but you'll learn more about that later. therefore i am currently unemployed. "

who is your claim to fame ,

"well, a lot of people tell me that i look like demetria lovato. demi lovato, is extremely beautiful, so its extremely flattering."

where were you born ,

"i was born here in huntington beach california."

where were you raised ,

"well, for the majority of my life i was raised in huntington beacha, but for about a year and three months mom and i moved to monterey, california."

what is your ethnicity ,

"well, i'm half american and half hispanic. my dad is from mexico and my mother was born in the states. i guess if i were to put a little more effort into it i wouldn't just me american because america is made up of different ethnic groups that migrated i'm a quarter british and a quarter italian or so i've been told."

what languages do you speak ,

"well, i speak english. that much is obvious by now. i also am fluent in speaking, reading, and writing spanish. i am learning french, but i'm not fluent and it. is still a work in progress?"

what do we see in when we look at your eyes ,

what do we see in when we look at your eyes ,

"well, my eyes are brown. i used to wear contacts, instead of my reading glasses, but i don't always have time to put in contacts anymore, so if i'm reading i got my black square perscription glasses on like a little geek."

whats the deal with that hair ,

"the deal with my hair is that its really long and up quite a bit, but when its down and i have time, well you can catch the fact that it is wavy and or curly. my hair does different things depending on its mood and humidity. i swear it has a brain of its own. right now its brown with blonde highlights, but its naturally a medium shade of brown."

how tall are you ,

"i am five feet and three inches tall. honestly, i feel like a shrimp, but neither of my parents are very tall. i guess i can't say i got the short end of the stick then. "

how much do you weigh ,

"well, before i got pregnant i weighed about one hundred five pounds. i was fourteen years old, so i guess maybe i was tiny for my age or maybe big. right now i weigh about one twenty. i lost fifteen pounds in the last like eleven months... i think i'm at a decent weight though for a fifteen year old, so im content."

overall describe your looks ,

"well, if i'm being honest and starting off with my face i'd say i have a round face, but it's not excessively chunky looking. i have pearly white teeth, because i believe in taking care of my teeth. we covered my eye and hair situation. my boobs, well they grew obviously, because of felicity, but i like them. yes, i am odd! my tummy isn't completely flat, but it's not flabby. i have short but nice legs in my opinion, but i must admit they did get bigger. overall, i have a decent figure of being a mother, but keeping up with a kid does that to you if you keep active. however, i am self conscious about my body, and afraid someone will find out."

what is your overall sense of style ,

"well, i used to like dresses, but its been some time sense i have been in a dress outside the comfort of my living quarters. right now, i wear a lot of comfort clothing. my favorite clothes are pajama bottoms and a tank top. though if im going out now you can usually catch me in jeans and a sweatshirt. well that was monterey, i got used to the cold weather of the central coast. i'm hoping i can be more confident and wear just normal clothes and not think about it. i own shorts, capris, nice shirts, normal teen clothing..im not much into designer clothing though mom buys me nice clothes. i guess if i feel comfortable people will get to see me dress in normal clothes, but then mom is not giving me much of a choice i wanted to move back to huntington beach. i have to return to normal isabelle."

what are your strengths ,

"wow, well i think i'm pretty good at this mommy thing, because felicity is my daughter and i was the one that helped create her, and i try my hardest. i am pretty good when it comes to making smart choices though many wouldn't believe that because i had felicity at an extremely young age, but i wouldn't trade her for the world. i am pretty strong when it comes to school, because i have managed to keep on track with having a little girl to take care of. mom has hired some help and helped some, but not as much as one would think. i made my bed and i sleep in it. financially though she's supporting me which is better than being kicked out. i'm strong when it comes to lending a helping hand when i can. i have a strong sense of faith and i go to church every sunday. i think for not being able to tell people things and being able to talk to the people i'm closest to and having to detour them from the truth that i have been emotionally strong...i think?! everyone has their nights though and i'm strong when it comes to being aware when i'm having a breakdown and needing to talk. "

what are your weaknesses ,

"i think my biggest weak spot goes to my daughter and the fear of her being taken away...ma likes to kind of threaten she'll put her up for adoption if i ruin her life.. i do not like leaving her, because my dad left me and mom was often time out on the town or working. i'm not saying she's not a good mom, but it pains me too much to have to wave goodbye and when i come home from school or thearapy i run to her. she's my everything. i have a weakspot for connor davis jean, because i love him and he's such a geek and smart and i missed him. it aches that i can't tell him about felicity. i hope he won't hate me. i also have a weak spot for victoria hope jean, because she's my best friend and i missed her so much! i talked to them, but it wasn't the same. i have a weak spot for animals, but i am not allowed to have any pets other than goldy and orangey. mine and felicity's fishies. i am weak when it comes to seeing people on the street. i am aware that they probably did drugs and or were alcoholics, but i used to be able to volunteer in a soup kitchen, but i can't take a baby to a kitchen like that. have a weak spot for older generations. they paved the way for us! old people are so cute! i have a weak spot for hugs and eskimo kisses. something i taught felicity. "

what are things you acquired a liking for ,

"oh dear, okay i like to love felicity, i love playing with her and her little toys, i like parks, animals, i like connor davis jean, i like my best friend, i like comic books, i like puddles, our gold fish, my new room, being back, the aquarium, having a boyfriend again, dancing, cute dates, music, singing, nursery rhymes, apples, strawberries, nap time, school, eskimo kisses, hugs, shopping, swimming, jogging, shoes, nerds, old people, coloring, coloring books, finger painting, mountain dew, candy, the beach, water slides, sleep, love and more and im still learning."

what are things you did not acquire a liking for ,

"well, i hate hearing my little girl cry, lying, not being able to tell people about felicity nicole jean, when felicity acts up, my moms high standards, not having my dad in my life, drugs, drinking, animal abuse, child abuse, leaving felicity with her nanny or mama, not having custody of her until i'm eighteen, telling people she's my little sister, child birth is painful no matter the gift, being sick, how time flies, being financially unstable, being insecure, violences, bullies, and more im still learning."

what is this we here about you ,

"well, i heard a silly little rumor that i never moved and was here this whole time hiding out from my friends in a condo next to the beach, but thats kind of a cheesy rumor, because i was forced to move away, so that i could have felicity and my mom could act like it is hers, but no one heard that, because i was hours and hundreds of miles away."

what is your personality like ,

"this is kind of funny, because it kind of really makes one think about themselves. like a reflection...looking in the mirror and picking out all the things you see, but this time you have to think about how you act on a daily basis. okay, so here it goes...

i am timid, and i always have been. this means i'm kind of reluctant when it comes to certain things and even people. i love people and meeting new one's don't get me wrong, but i've always been kind of nervous or taken back right at that start. even more so now that i have felicity, because i just don't know who i should trust and who i shouldn't. i mean not everyone out in the world is trustworthy. i also take this approach when i'm trying new things. new activities, food, books...i just take a slow and reluctant approach or in other words shy away.


i am weak, but let me explain this earlier because i said i was strong. this is kind of a contradiction i suppose, but when i really reflect about everything i can't lie and say that this isn't an everyday battle. there is not a day i go without crying. i think this came along with being a mother and just feeling so alone. i mean my mother is doing thing unthinkable, but its really hard when you know you can tell people and they won't judge you and you can't because you have a fear that your world will just get ripped out right from underneath you. i know financially i can't take care of her love and caring for her only take me so far, but if she got...yeah okay she's my world, but i just want to share her..being a mom makes me so much more emotional than i used to be. i don't think i even really cried unless i was watching a touching movie or connor pulled out all the stops for a cute date. i cried the day i took a pregnancy test, but i was young and scared..my baby is no mistake and i'd rather be weak than strong without her.

i am nice, or so i would like to think. the people i am closest to like to tell me i am nice as well. i would like to think i have a big heart and that i'm not just a cruel individual, because even though i am timid like i said i love people. i think the biggest things i used to do was volunteer in homeless soup kitchens with the church or i would go and visit old people in the homes here at huntington. please, don't judge me and think this is weird, but they paved the way for us like i have said before and their loves stories are absolutely cute. it is one place i can take felicity and feel safe, but at the same time feel so insecure, because i don't know how many times and old woman has figured it out even though i say she's my sister. the line 'you had your whole life ahead of you honey,' well i can't help but break when a old woman says that to me, because i can't imagine a life without the sweet little girl i love and cherish. the other things that i think make me nice is that i used to kind of help tutor little kids at the elementary school down the street from my old house, i can't help, but say yes for the most part when people ask for my help, and i like to think i present myself in a nice and graceful manner.

i am insecure, this comes with any girl i think for the most part or any person i shouldn't be sexist. everyone has their insecurities...mine came more so when i started showing. i gained a total of forty pounds, but i kind of left before i gained my major weight. looking back though i mean i wore clothes that obviously could cover it up and i didn't go out much, because i knew people would figure it out. its not that i didn't want people to know that i had a baby i wished that connor knew he had a daughter, and hope knew she has a niece, but i was more worried about the hurtful words. i was fourteen....now i'm worried people will find out because i'm not the twig i used to be anymore. sure, i have curves, but i'm not one to go about flaunting them. i feel weird wearing the clothes i used to wear and i don't want people to look at me oddly. i tense up a lot when i'm out in public and i can't help, but think people are staring at my chunky legs or that my cleavage is showing. i'm not that kind of girl...no matter what way you want to spin it because i had sex once...once...and even then i was insecure, but its not like i didn't trust connor, because he makes me feel..secure oddly enough even when i'm feeling completely insecure...its a hard thing to explain. oh, but he's not the only person. i feel secure with hope as well, but now i'm bigger than her so, i still kind of have my moments where i grab a pillow and put it over my stomach when i'm sitting down with her and one is handy. i love her, but she's a twig. another thing i'm insecure about is the whole breastfeeding thing. a lot of kids are stopped by now, but felicity hasn't and it probably sounds really odd, but mom said i didn't stop until i was two...and i just can't help, but like always worry if i'm in public with her about enough bottles, and or leaking..it's probably a really weird thing to add, but its the truth.

i am motherly, this one goes without saying, but its a big part of my persona right now. i guess, that comes along with being a mother, but its just about felicity. i will do it to joshy to, because he's always around the house. i think he gets mad because he's fourteen and i'm sixteen and i baby him. i've caught myself oddly wanting to do it when connor is around to. yeah, i baby my boyfriend...how odd is that statement? i mean like honestly, before the whole comic book thing was just cute, but now it's like so much more cute to me to the point where i've almost caught myself wanting to pinch his cheeks. that is just beyond crazy. at school this girl...oh god this girl didn't have a lunch and she was sitting alone in the hall and she's a freshmen and yeah i'm only a sophomore, but i remember having felicity's little snack pack from when i was going to surprise her...and bring her sweets, and i ended up giving it to this girl and calling her sweetie, and just babying her..it was weird and awkward...and i hope she never tells a soul, because i mean its not like its a crime, but i don't think i could live it down. oh, and whenever someone has something to talk to me about i can like sit for hours and just listen to them and comfort them...and try my best to advise them and help them move passed stuff..i mean i could do that before, but not like as good? oh i know this is probably going to be my biggest fault one day and going to get me caught, but i like to take felicity everywhere i can with me...it's motherly like instinct. i would take her to school with me if i could, because i love having her by my side.

i am creative, but i've always kind of had a knack for creativity. i am that much more creative, because my kid. i mean i haven't finger painted and colored in a coloring book in so many years, but before that all took place. i write music...and i love writing music have been sense i was able to form complete idea's on a piece of paper. that my not be that creative for a lot of people, but it has helped me through so much. i mean without even just creatively getting my thoughts down in a journal i would be completely lost in this world. the first time i realized i had a crush on my best friends brother...wrote about it like my life depended on it in my journal, because that is something i found to be awkward to talk to hope about. though now i can talk to her about anything and express myself creatively to her as well...well anything but felicity being my kid. yeah, can you tell that its hard for me? i have scrapbooks already of felicity. yeah, that was plural and if i do say so myself they are creative. i love taking pictures with and of this little girl. i mean, the only thing i can say i'm not the best creatively doing is drawing. i wish that i could draw good. every girl doodles, but i've never been one that could draw a person very well or animals..i can trace! get me some tracing paper and i can draw you the best picture someone already drew. thats creative right?

i am a goof ball, okay, something you must know about me that hasn't changed no matter what i've been through is that i love to laugh...and i giggle. i'm sorry to anyone that it has ever annoyed, but when i'm not laughing or giggly then somethings wrong. i mean i don't just laugh to laugh at people's words, but even more so now that i've had felicity nicole in my life i can sit and think about something funny she and i did or she did...and break out into laughter. i reflect on past funny things and you can see me walking around giggling my head off. that is just who i am. i like to try and crack jokes to and put a smile on people's faces. i think the biggest thing is when i see a frown it needs to go upside down. it is something i do with my little girl, my mom, my siblings, my best friend, my boyfriend, random strangers...i mean if i'm not like in one of my leery like moods about a person...i will do silly stuff to make people smile. though...i mostly do it to felicty, because like i've said i'm insecure about myself...if i'm not really thinking though its a natural kind of reaction that just comes out. i like silly dance parties with my best friend or singing in the car at the top of my lungs, because my jam came on, but its not always a given i'll do it...just a quality i'll always have though. "

who is your father ,

"my fathers name was ricardo abel marquez. i think right now he is about thirty-nine years old. well, last i heard he was working as a police officer in san diego california, but that was when i was eleven years old. i never really had my father around and him and my mother split up when i was months old. he hasn't so much as paid a dime of child support to my mama, but its not like she needs it. i mean i've tried to learn about him, but it hurts because he has a new family and has moved on, so its hard. i don't really need him, because i have my little family here in huntington beach."

who is your mother ,

"my mothers name is megan isabella parker. the woman is currently thirty-six years old. the woman honestly looks like she could be my sister, but she's twenty years older than me. she had kids at a young age as well, but she buckled down to provide. the woman is currently managing katherine mcphee and she's got a full time and steady job for the playground actiong agency for children in los angeles, but she travels quite a bit. our relationship is alright. i mean she is supporting me and felicity. she has temporary custody of her, but she has left the mothering up to me. she's not around a whole lot and in monterey i was left a lot with hired help. i can't tell people i have a child because it'd ruin her good name according to her, so she's making me lead a double life. though if it weren't for her i probably wouldn't be still in high school with a nice roof over my head and a new bedroom. "


who is or are your sibling(s) ,

"well, i only really know my mothers children. the way i have been talking you'd think i'm the only one but i'm not.

i have an older sister named gabriella rose parker. she is currently eighteen years old and studying at golden west college as a first year musical theater major. our relationship, well has kind of become distant. she's supposed to be moving back in with us and i hope that she and i grow close again, but i just thinks she hates having to keep it a secret. the fact that i have a kid kind of upsets her as well because according to her we were raised better than that. however, she used to go out to parties and was a complete wild child when she was in high school. felicity keeps me grounded. her secret life...is nothing major...really i don't even really get why she keeps it a secret maybe because she doesn't want too much attention, but she got eloped to her boyfriend of six months and mom doesn't even know..can you say vegas?

i have a younger brother named joshua michael parker, he is currently fifteen years old and lived with my sister in the condo, because he was in a junior in high school/freshmen, and my mom traveled back and forth anyways, so maybe thats why people thought i was living in a condo. joshy absolutely loves his neice, and is confused why he has to call her sissy, but he's such a sweetheart and through it all he was my go to person in a call, text, message, email, or letter. him and i are really close. he doesn't look like me at all really, because he's only half parker and half parks. its funny how close the last names were. it turns out mom had a one night stand with a gay guy who was trying to see if he couldn't acquire a taste for women. yeah, so joshy has two fathers, but thats kind of his secret, because some bullies or idiots aren't accepting of homosexuality around here. "


who are your other relatives of importance ,

"felicity nicole jean is sixteen month old little angel! she was born on february 14th, eleven months ago give or take...she's connors and i's little valentine baby, but well he doesn't exactly know about her. the little sweet angel has my thick hair in his shade, his eyes, my lips, and his teeth...she's a cutey patooty! really you may not think him and eye could make a cute baby, but we did.i don't think he realized i was pregnant and he doesn't know felicity is ours, but he thinks i convinced my mother to name my little sister that. you know whats odd...my mom traveled back and forth and managed to fool people into thinking she was pregnant again. i hope people think she's my moms and don't guess right off the back i don't know what i'll do. she calls me mama but thats easy to explain.."

what is already written in your book of history ,

"i was born fifteen years ago, on march 3, 1996, to two parents one more welcoming than the other. gabriella and i were from the same father and our looks are really rather similar, except she got to kind of know our father and i really dont remember him all that well. the verdict of that was h was not ready for the big family like life even if it was four of us. a year later my mom kind of helped a friend out because he was gay and wanted to see if he was attracted to women at all and thats how joshua came about. his father is still an active part of his life, but he thought it would be better for joshy to live in a family environment. two older female siblings and a mother was perfectly family like for the little one. though he did get picked on by gabriella and i a lot, but it was always in good fun.

growing up though i honestly was close to both my siblings, but i was also into going out and being with my friends hope and amanda. the three of us were like the three muskateers! of course, connor and joshy were in the picture a lot and it wasnt till i was in junior high that i got into boys and well that bout happened to be my best friends brother. its kind of funny how some things happen. we went on really cute dates and probably were one of the oddest couples to meet peoples eyes, but at the same time we see different side of eachother. i got into song writing a lot when i was younger just for fun and giggles, but i also have a powerful voice and wanted to accent that with creativity.

when i was twelve i started taking dancing classes at golden west college for fun. partly, because this was before i got connor to notice me and if he got into sports i wanted to be his sweet little cheerleader. i know cheesy right? that was a little rewind...here is a little fast forward. i finally got what i wanted and got cute dates and connor and hope was not mad at me. i dont really think either which one of us would have cared too much about sex. maybe, he would have with his rep growing in high school i dont know but one thing led to another and it was the best night of my life no matter how anyone wants to spin it. it was probably awkward, because neither of us knew what to do or maybe he did and he was nervous...i mean its not that hard of a concept and it was a nice experience. i dont regret a thing...

over the years, one thing people noticed about my family and the life we lead is that my older sister and hired help often time watched over us. mom would provide and party a lot because she was young. older than me but shes still only thirty six. she likes to go out and have fun and though family is a priority i think often times her experiencing her life is still more important. thats where we're different she kind of taught me what not to do. even moving away i was alone a lot trying to figure out how to juggle dinner, school, and a crying baby. i picked up on myself. i dont see how id be ruining her name if i let her father, grandma, grandpa, and aunty know about her. i mean my other best friend knows, but she is afraid of legal issues i think and what people will say, but this is my bed. sure i want support because i cant financially provide and i dont want her to be adopted its a very hurtful threat so i have to sit in silence.

monterey was interesting there was a lot of nice people but a lot of rich people. it was cold! church was nice place though and the wharf was a good place to jog and try to lose weight. it was also cute, because i got to get her cute little bundled up outfits and take her to the beach and aquarium on the other side. we had a lot of good times.

what is your secret life ,

"this should not be very hard to find out. in huntington california, i am known as isabelle marie parker, the sweet mama's girl who's lucky to be dating someone of connor davis jeans popular statute. however, i play up that image and i am really actually a sweet person, but the real jean boy is my nervous, comic reading, larping, pokemon playing, super romantic, super hero...yeah try saying that it gets to be a tongue twister after awhile. i know what you're wondering how does a nerd and a sweet innocent young girl manage to get pregnant? well, he's still a boy and i'm still the girl smitten over him. though his life is a secret, so if it ever came out i could already hear people saying he charmed her pants off...and had her run away.

the fact of the matter is connor jean, and other people of huntington beach, california including my best friend hope jean had no clue i got pregnant. my mother did not want her image torn apart. i guess its alright for her to have three kids and no ring on her finger, but its not okay to announce that one of her babies has a baby. i am not saying what i did was smart, but i hate having to hide my world.

felicity nicole jean, is my secret. i'm a fifteen year old mommy. no one would suspect it because i am not a likely candidate for being a teenage mother. in fact i am the last person one would think would have a child. people will probably say i am young and niave and i ruined my life! i'd say i brought a amazing baby girl into the world and she has an amazing father who took me back even after leaving for so long.

i hope one day i won't be living this double life and one day connor davis jean, felicity nicole jean, and i can become a happy family and when the time is right make additions. though child birth is painful, and next time i won't be as niave to think its okay to have unprotected sex. connor probably thought i meant i was on the pil. however, in and odd sense i am glad i was not.

my double life while it is stressful and hard to maintain is a beautiful life at that. its only evil, because i have to keep her father in the dark and loved ones in the dark. its hard on my family and i am not going to lie its going to be hard on my...our little girl. two lives though are better than one without having her. i believe it all will pan out and everything happens for a reason.

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what is that past love life look like ,

"well, the only ex boyfriend i had was connor davis jean, we split up for a sixteen months because i moved away. i never wanted to break up with him, but i wasn't sure i was coming back and it was not fair to him. he was my first everything: crush, date, kiss, and my first/last sexual partner."

what does the current love life look like ,

"well, i have been back to huntington beach, for just a short time, but connor jean and i decided to pick up where we left off, but but but...i want to take things slow, because while he's felicity's daddy...i don't think we should add to this. i'm glad to have him back though i couldn't ask for a more amazing boyfriend."

what does your friendships say about you ,

"well, for as long as i can remember my best friend has always been victoria hope jean! the girl is honestly like a sister to me. we've known one another sense we were little girls. she lives on her families ranch on the outskirts of town. we write music together, have dance parties together, and we pretty much know everything a out one another.

amanda katrina tumlin, is probably someone people can't see me hanging out with because she's a punk rock princess. she's in a band and well what one would consider a bad ass. she's the one person not in my family who knows who felicity is. i trust her and know i...just caved and had to tell someone she hasn't told hope or connor..thankfully. she's aunty amanda! though felicity barely talks so she said aty manda.

connor davis jean, is more than a lover. he is my best friend as well. i know i can tell him anything and he won't judge me, but at the same time i haven't been able to form the words...i had your kid and shes eleven months old and i haven't told you. he's the only person i think thats just seen one hundred percent of me."

what does being an enemy say about you ,

" i dont really have an enemy. i dont surround myself with trouble really. the only thing i can think of is if some popular girl likes connor and considers me an enemy, but i don't see those girls as threats at all."

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what is your name ,

"marie"

how old are you ,

"twenty-one."

what are you ,

" female "

how long have you been roleplaying ,

"i have been roleplaying for eight years."

where did you find us ,

"i created a beautiful life with the help of belle and briana."

what time zone are you in ,

"pacific standard time"

what is the general length of your threads ,

"generally, my posts range from four hundred to five hundred with just typing out my posts. though i expand beyond that from time to time.

what is an example of a post you have done ,

isabelle really did miss her dork! though she was a bitch to him, because she hated how he treated hope her best friend in the whole wide world. she just wished he grew some balls stood up to alex and got his life back together. even if it wasn't with her she wanted him to be back with hope, because it hurt her to see her like that, but she didn't like when he called her slut and stooped to the level of whatever the fuck his trip was on. oh how she just really hated this version of connor and she wasn't afraid to let him know. he was one person that was on her shit list! it was funny how two years could really screw a person over. sure he grew up and his looks grew more attractive, but looks were only skin deep. he was so messed up inside sometimes isabelle couldn't help but cry! he couldn't see how he was being used and it really hurt her, because she really cared about him! it sucked he was happy this way. it really did, because it made him so ugly to her. she missed the connor on the air balloon!

it was a good thing that she didn't let herself fall completely head over heels and say the word love. they were just dates! though they all meant something special to her! the boy though he was all about getting in girls pants now. she was glad she hadn't given herself to him, because then she'd be a broken wreck! no she was stronger for her choice to leave him. by asking him to dance though and getting him to say yes she was toying with him, but also staying away from trouble. she watched as his looks faltered a bit from alex connor to one that she knew. "you're so sure of yourself" she said flirtatiously acting for a moment like it had no effect on her. though she herself it was starting to falter, because she wasn't this girl!

on the dance floor she began to move to the music avoiding eye contact for a moment and looked at alex. she felt so bad for that blonde girl, but she just didn't want to deal with this all tonight. she was tired, scared, and just wanted her own slide of happy, before she got used to this hell! "no i don't want those moves" she said thinking about how he said it. "i want..." she paused looking up into his eyes. "...i want my connor's moves...i want my connor" oh how she was blowing her cover to him letting him know this. she hadn't as much as mentioned it to either hope or connor in the past two years she just acted like it was nothing and sometimes she would flirt with other guys or just go out with groups and have fun with other guys, but she missed her connor. "i can't pull the whole act...the girl thats trying to be charmed by you...i just want the charming connor and i know you don't like him all that much, but i miss him" she said stopping and glancing down at her flats and then back up at him. "i'm scared..i'm tired..and im sorry" she said biting her lip and turning to leave him on the floor. it was pry too foolish to even ask..!

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