magic mike; panic attack

[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

belle marie, well she felt so dirty and gross and she didn't know what to do! she was sitting in her dorm room, staring at the ground, trying to figure out what to do. she hated this, but she needed the money and so she had sex for money. she would have never thought of herself as this because she loved God so much! he was probably looking down at her in disgust but it was either do this her own way, or let her mom control the rest of her life. she couldn't allow her mother do that to her,so she took her life in her hands! or she put her life in a nice man's hands, nick. he was nice! he had became a new friend of hers and he didn't do anything to her. no, he was helpful and he did anything she asked when it came to the guys. background checks and std checks and things, it was nice! well it was dirty and she hated it afterwards but during. yeah, the woman was becoming an addict and it took a lot for her to get everything under control in her head.

she decided, that she needed to get her mind off of things and well, she took a nice hot shower and put on a pretty pink dress and got all ready for a night on the town! she was going to go hangout at the park again, or go sit at a bar and drink water. maybe take herself out to dinner! the girl just knew she needed a distraction and so she was going to give herself one! but it was while she was walking around, trying to find a place to go that she passed by the flamingo strip and she kind of stopped for a moment. the girl was almost twenty and had yet to ever step foot in a strip club, and most people would expect that from the blonde girl. she was innocent and sweet and she just liked to help people and so no one really would ever think to see her in this building, but she was curious what was behind those doors.

though the moment her feet stepped in and her eyes laid on the scene in front of her. well she regretted coming in and she took a deep breath as her stomach began to turn. her eyes were kind of wide but she managed to find a seat in the corner and she didn't want anyone to see her! what would people think!? she's the mayors daughter and a good catholic girl and she didn't belong in a place like this but the worst part was...the guy up there. he was naked..or well he was taking his clothes off and belle, well she was kind of digging her nails into her leg. the thoughts running through her head were not good ones and she had to swallow and shake them away. she was thinking about jumping the poor man on that stage and she felt relief when he was finally gone and she swallowed and looked down, not wanting to see anymore of that.


tagged: marie and magic mike(;
word count: five hundred and thirty-three
outfit: here
notes: bahaha poor belle XD

[MICHAEL ANTHONY THOMPSON]

michael anthony thompson, wasn't probably the average type to be up on stage but he was a popular asset to the night life here in huntington beach, california. the people in this town were very aware of who he was and sense he had been eighteen years of age he had been gracing the stage. the twenty five year old hopped his ass out of the shower and looked himself over. waxing was his best friend and lotion was well a nice smooth touch. he applied his shit and went and got his bag off his bed and he was off. of course he had put clothes on to drive to the strip club where he'd be fulfilling some fantasies tonight and make some cash. the man liked his job and didn't mind people drooling over him and he had fun. it was actually interesting how much people recognized him! even teenage girls, but the man never would stoop too young legallities were legallities and if he was fooled. the man got in his car and he went and parked in the back where it said employees only. some people did this cause they had to! mike did it cause he wanted to! he grabbed his shit out of his car and locked up walking into the flamingo and back to his dressing room. yeah, loyalty meant a dressing room! he brought in clients...he was a prize flamino!

tonight mike was apparently doing a classic bow tie and black pant look.. a tux! there must be a bride out there or it was singles night and well he was living up to be a fantasy, and he was a-okay with that he took off everything and put on the required attire..including some tight black underwear that left nothing to the imagination. he just smirked and shook his head the thought of a bunch of honry men and women always turned him on and little mikey was never shy! when it came time to being introduced he was well ready and he came out on the stage. he heard mostly women and of course the man got down. he let himself be touched and fondled a little bit but when he was getting up to rip his pants off despite the lights flashing down on him he caught a blonde sitting down. she looked nervous and almost too young to be here. mike kept up with his act and well the people after collected loose money for him. soon enough he was back in his dressing room and changed up. he wasn't working the floor tonight and had another dance later, but right now he could go have some fun. the blonde in the cute pink dress was right up his alley.

once he was changed up he smirked coming out unnoticed and that was a good thing he pulled up a seat behind the blonde and leaned forward. "that show was really something hmm?" he asked quitely leaning his arms on the back of her chair a little but not enough to tilt her. "do you think you'd watch him again i dont think i would" he said and snickered a little. he shifted a little cause he was getting some attention and well he didn't want any other attention he was interested in what was right in front of him. he looked down and saw her fingers in her leg and licked his lips. "then again you look like you kind of likes it but heads up mike doesn't like his girls to hurt themselves...he likes for them to just enjoy the show and not bleed a bloody death due to nails in their legs" he was quite the talker. "i like your dress" he said finally laying a complimet out there he moved forward his mouth next to her ear and tucked some hair behing her ear skillfully. "and i think your pretty...you caught my attention from the stage and that isn't a line its fact" he said and stood up his hands going to her shoulders and he began to massage her. "relax...i don't bite" mike was good at reading his sweethearts. belle never stood a chance.


tagged: belle and sweetheart(;
word count: coming soon
outfit: coming soon
notes: evil:p ill get my own shit tomorrow

[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

belle was just kind of staring at the ground when she heard a voice and she jumped a little because it scared her! she didn't expect anyone to come up next to her or near her. the girl just wanted to be left alone but she was never left alone. she was the mayors daughter...who ever left her alone? this voice behind her was talking about the show, and she swallowed and shrugged when he asked her if she'd see it again. she wasn't looking up, so she couldn't tell that it was the man she just watched on stage. but she did looked up when he mentioned that mike didn't like girls who dug nails into the skin. she didn't realize that it mattered, because he wouldn't like a girl like her anyway. then her eyes widened because it was him..right there..talking to her. she couldn't breath right and she felt the panic swell up in her and a lump built in the girls throat and she swallowed and looked at the ground once again.

then he was whispering in her ear and complimenting her and she didn't know how to take this. she kind of giggled though because she was nervous and she didn't know what to say, so she just kind of giggled! she was a giggler and he was..and he was making her panic even more than she was already panicing and she didn't want to be labeled a freak and so she was trying to push everything down and try to breath! breathing was hard because he was massaging her, telling her to relax. how did one relax!? a really hot guy was touching her and there were dirty..noncatholic thoughts that were circling in her head and she kind of closed her eyes, taking in another deep breath. she was trying to breath..trying to think but he wouldn't stop and it wouldn't stop and the thoughts were just coming and coming. she felt rude though, because she hadn't said anything but she knew her voice was going to break. so she kind of pulled away from his fingers, straightened her dress and back and tried to pretend nothing had happened and she looked behind her and swallowed.

"you should not touch a lady without permission," she half spoke, half whispered. she was having a lot of issues with her thoughts but she would be able to breath again soon, if she could only stop picturing this man naked in her bed! "especially not the daughter of the mayor." this was the first time she ever used her status as the mayor's daughter but she needed something to maybe keep his hands off of her before she did something she would regret later! the blonde still felt too close, and so she slid off the chair and stood up and looked at him. "im belle, and i was just going. i don't think i'd be back here again." it wasn't because she didn't enjoy the show...but because she enjoyed it far too much! this just was not a place for a lady and belle rowan was a lady and she liked being that. this place would ruin her reputation and would ruin her good name! it would just ruin her and she didn't need to be ruined because her mom would hate her even more if she did something dumb like this.


tagged: marie and magic mike(;
word count: five hundred and seventy-three
outfit: here
notes: you have to admit this is funny d:

[MICHAEL ANTHONY THOMPSON]

the girl was an awefully quiet one but mike kind of liked that she almost look like she was ashamed to be here and well he could understand, but there was nothing to be ashamed about in his opinion. she was old enough and she was pretty though she didnt look like someone would be in a strip club. mike knew though it was different for girls. girls had it up in there head that people were going to judge them for being in a place like this, but some of the time it was just up in their head. michael was not judging belle and maybe that was because the girl was watching his show! it wouldn't be a problem right? if a pretty guy was watching your show? what would you do? well mike was doing it she was right in front of him and she was beautiful though she was wide eyed and looked like she had seen a ghost. he bit his lip and just looked her over trying to determine if that was good.

the girl was looking at the ground again and giggling and instantly that won him over more. this girl was his type of girl! the giggle was like music to his ears beyond the cheers. the girl was in his mind a prize that walked in that he wished he would have seen before but sense he hadn't this was just like a interesting first impression, but a giggle was good and it made him smile! he didnt mind that she wasn't talking because well thinking was a common trait among humans and he didn't know if she was smitten but he would like to think so. he hoped so and the young man was kind of happy with the thoughts! then she kind of got proper like and the young lady she was. that in itself was kind of a turn on...she was pretending though that she didnt giggle and that there was no appeal according to what he saw. that made him worry. mike well while he was cocky he could get rejected and he was very much aware she could reject him.

then she told him he shouldnt touch a lady unless she gave him permission. he could respect that! he nodded and looked at her seriously. "i am sorry miss" he said respectfully and he moved his hands in his lap. the man was not trying to disrespect her and she had a point. when she said who she was a lump grew in his throat and he kind of sat there not knowing what to say or do. he had a history with misses rowan. he shut his eyes to gain composure because that was different...that was work and that was some time ago. mike opened her eyes to see her standing and gulped. the man didnt want her to leave. he smiled at her name! belle like from beauty and the beast and he was being the beast right now. the woman said she was going though and he didn't want that. he stood up and looked at the girl seriously. "belle i wish you wouldn't go it wasn't my intention to come down here and scare you off" he said and sighed. then she said she was not going to come back. "im sorry miss belle rowan i just noticed you from the stage and pretty young woman like yourself well i couldn't help but want to come talk to you i wasn't trying to disrespect you." he apologized. then he sighed and looked at her. "if you dont have to leave can i invite you to my dressing room for some dinner maybe i have another show, but i can't pass up my chance to ask its not every night a girl like you walks into...well this may sound cheesy but my world" he said and looked back at the stage. "i know its not exactly romantic but i can add some candles and food to the mix and promis not to touch."


tagged: belle with the sweetheart(:
word count: no count..
outfit: on da phone
notes: thats mean! poor mike!

[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

belle marie was usually was not one to act better than others but she didn't like being touched. okay, well lately. everything with her was all kinds of screwed up now, life was just so damn complicated! well, it really wasn't that complicated. she liked sex...and him touching her...made her thoughts of him go straight back to dirty! though, she had to admit he was really cute, well that was an understatement in her eyes! he was more than cute but there didn't seem to be a word to describe it but she did smile when he apologized. it was kind of sweet, and not something she had expected. yeah, the girl kind of chalked him up to be a giant douche but why wouldn't she? he was touching her...and he was a stripper and the douchy thing kind of fit the bill in her opinions and she couldn't help but smile softly because he wasn't that, he seemed sweet now. but then again, that still kind of fit that whole douche bill in a way! "thank you," she said softly, because he was apologizing and it was sweet and she wanted to tell him that she appreciated it.

then he kind of asked her to stay, and she didn't know how to really answer that! it was kind of a complicated scenerio up in her head. she didn't know what to think of the matter, because he was really cute and it wasn't a gily giddy cute but a fall on the floor type of cute. she wanted to melt all up in here, and not melt up in a good way! "its okay, i just don't like being touched," she said, with a soft smile. he was melting her cold exterior and she was about to fall but she managed to keep herself standing up right. she was the type to fall head over heels really easily and she was slipping in a sense! her mind was slipping and her heart was slipping and she was so far down it would be hard for her to get over this. all it would take to make her set on having him be hers..was exactly what he did next. he asked her out on a date, and sure it wasn't typical but belle didn't know what really was typical.

to probably so many people's surprise, the blonde had never once been on a date. all she knew about them were things she heard and saw. kisses, dinners, dressing up and talking. she was kind of excited because all the blonde really knew about anything..was well the sex. a real date! then again, was this a date? she wasn't about to ask but she was really giddy and happy about what was about to happen. the man's words were really cheesy but the caused her to giggle and a soft blush took over her face. it was a cute way to be asked and it made her take his hand! when she realized what she did, well she took her hand back and looked down at the ground. this was really exciting and it sounded romantic to her? okay not really, but she didn't care about that stuff because she had nothing to compare it to. "you're probably more of an expert on dates than i am," she said, not really sure how to admit to this. "i've never been on one before," she said, this time with a shrug. dating in high school...well she heard stories about sex and she just never wanted to be apart of that. now she was living the stories on a day to day basis, so she was going to go on a date! then she remembered that the word date was something she put to the scenario and not something he said and she bit her lip and felt panic rise in her body. "not..that this is a date..or anything," she said, just in case this wasn't a date and just some friends hanging out or something.


tagged: marie and magic mike(;
word count: six hundred and eighty-one
outfit: here
notes: you have to admit this is funny d:

[MICHAEL ANTHONY THOMPSON]

magic mike, well noted the girls status and how she was acting, and it kind of threw him off because well she didn't seem like a sweetheart with that kind of attitude, but he was just taking it as she was playing hard to get or something. though if she continued on he wouldn't be sure what would happen, because he was not into the whole high maintenance snobby thing. frankly, at first with the mayor comment, well he could definitely for a moment see how she was her mothers daughter, but she looked angelic like and her body language well it didn't really scream that type to him. though he knew that he was wrong so he said sorry. the guy had no problem admitting to his faults he was actually a nice kind of guy, but he was outgoing and he knew what he wanted from life and he wasn't afraid which is why he probably came off a little too much to her with the touching and what not. there was no way he was trying to piss her off though, so when she said thank you the polite role seemed to suit her better and made him smile. "of course, miss" he said and winked at her, because that was just how he was...there was no secret meaning behind it.

belle, well her staying wasn't a problem to him, but she read kind of nervous, but he could be mistaken. it wasn't like he was planning on taking her to the back and going to put on his show. the two would just enjoy one another's company have some dinner and some nice conversation and well he'd have to do another show, but after that he was free and maybe if she was free still they could go out and take a walk or something. it wasn't because she was the mayor's daughter he was interested. the girl was right up his alley when it came to type, and sure he felt kind of weird about his past with her mother, but his lips were sealed on that one and he didn't find misses attractive in the manner he found belle. "i'll remember that" he said biting his lip. she didn't like being touched? did this mean he couldn't like hold her hand at some point? maybe, he'd have to work up to it and well he was a chaser...he liked the chase!

the young man figured that people were pry lining up to meet the mayor's daughter, and that was pry fucked up of him to even consider, but the thought couldn't help but run through his mind. though he wasn't going to line up he was just going to up and do it, and well she was still here so that much had him confidence of this. the giggle was like music to his ears really and he watched her. yeah, he really must have sold it and this was the kind of actions that he really liked to see in a woman the sweetheart modest little act. the expert thing kind of made him chuckle as he looked at her, well he wouldn't say he was an expert or anything, but he knew how to treat a woman. the man was twenty-six years old after all! mike just let her talk to get clarification and at the end she said not that this is a date or anything which kind of made him raise his brow. "how can you be so sure that its not?" he asked just curious. "because, i'm pretty sure i was asking you out" he said holding out his hand to see if she would take it. the young man was confident and he wanted the date!

tagged: belle with the sweetheart(:
word count: 638
outfit: hot clothes
notes: so sad

[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

the girl was just nervous and she hated being touched by people and she just wanted to be left alone. especially because this was magic mike...she knew his reputation, everyone knew and from watching him up on stage. well the girl felt like a giant loser and she wanted to run because she didn't belong here and he made her so nervous! cause he was touching her and it made the poor girl freak and she flipped a gasket but she quickly felt rude and obnoxious and she bit down on her lip as she stared to the ground. "i didn't mean to yell," she whispered, feeling horrible for being mean to this poor guy. she was judging the book by his cover and his reputation but she should read the book first before deciding. and so she was going to read into the book a little, flip some pages and see what all the hype about him was. but she wasn't going to do that up in his bed like many girls because she had class when it didn't come to her job. and the latter was something that shouldn't happen but she was desperate and nick fed off of that and now she was in this situation she was in and she swallowed, looking up at him. the wink though made her read too much into it and she swallowed before stepping back! this was a scary moment but she took in a deep breath before taking the step closer and biting hard on her lip. "sorry..im really nervous."

this was getting kind of too much and she wasn't so sure she wanted to go up in the back room...what if he tried to...she couldn't do that! secretly was different then doing this kind of thing. it wasn't right and she felt bad enough having sex for money and she was slowly getting addicted. all of it was bad and she swallowed before looking around and trying not to run away. she really liked him so far because he was nice and he took her words and didn't make a big deal about them. he also didn't continue to touch her when she expressed her distaste for touching. it wasn't that she didn't want to hold hands or kiss or do those things but her made a knot form in her stomach and a pulse beat further down. she just couldn't handle that because she'd become a nervous anxious wreck and probably get a raging case of slut and she didn't need that! she couldn't let him take advantage of her like so many other men have. not that she felt he would but if she tried to jump his bones...she was positive he wouldn't say no. no male would say no to that and she wasn't about to give him a chance to say yes. that much she was positive about. "thank you," she said, giving a small curtsy out of a mix of fun and respect because she was glad that he would remember and wouldn't try to touch her. instead she smiled and sighed with relief.

if anyone was lining up, belle sure din't know about it because she didn't see all of that! she just saw nice people or the people paying big money to sleep with her...but the latter she didn't want to think about. she wanted to have a nice night...in a strip club with a stripper. okay,l so it sounded weird and screwed up but in miss rowan's eyes, she saw it as fine and normal though not really. mike was nice so far and his job choose didn't make him just like her's didn't define her! so, if anything, she would be the last one to judge him on what he did even if he thought otherwise. she just wasn't in a position to judge such circumstances and things at the moment. there was no act to her modesty because even though her job required her to be naked, she felt gross and usually wanted to cover herself up because she wanted to save that for someone special. surely it was too late for that now but when she found someone special, she'd be able to feel pretty when he touched her and when she was naked in her arms. the thought of her being naked in mike's arms floated across her thoughts and caused her face to flame up until she was taken out of her thoughts b his voice. A DATE!? her heart started to pound and her throat got really dry because dates...she had never been on a date and it caused her head to spin like crazy and finall she sighed and took his hand. "oh good....cause i'd like my first date to be with you," she whispered softly as her heart beat really fast and she took in a deep breath and swallowed the lump in her throat. "i'd like to go on a date," she said louder, with more eagerness and a smile forming on her soft pale pink lips.


tagged: marie and magic mike(;
word count: eight hundred and fifty-six
outfit:here
notes: you have to admit this is funny d: