even angels have their wicked schemes , belle mari

[ISABELLE MARIE PARKER]

the fifteen year old smiled as she watched her daughter kind of sit and play in the sand at the park. the little girl was going to town and getting sand everywhere, but it was alright because the little girl did not mind getting what they referred to as tubbys. the girl had her glasses on and she was sitting on the bench reading. it was some much needed her time. she loved felicity, but sense she was entertained the brunette could relax and lose herself in the hunger games and a bag of m&m's secretly. the little girl had a sweet tooth like her mommy and joshua fed into it she didn't need to her to want candy! she'd cave and have to live with a very splashed up tubby. yeah she was good secretly chewing. she glanced up nervously because this book had her in teers and she didnt want someone speering her little felicity. the girl was safe still sitting in the sand. she put the book her lap and wiped her tears on her arm putting a hand to her heart. "its fiction iz...its fiction" she whispered to herself.

the girl took out her phone and looked it over smiling when she got a text from belle marie rowan. she was nervous always of people figuring it out and telling connor and him hating her, because he had yet to meet her, because she knew how smart he was. she responded by telling her she was at the park with her little sister and pressed send. she looked up and felicity was not sitting where she was supposed to be and her heart began to race but then she saw the little baby butt behind the slide. she got up and raced over and picked her up. "baby what did i say..i said sit and play in the sand..dont scare me like that" she knew she was young and it was hard to understand but she had to instill sterness or she'd never learn. felicy reached up and yanked her glasses off and dropped them and pulled her hair. she was being fussy today, because sometimes she had those days. "felicity nicole.." she scolded bending down and picking up her glasses. she set her back in the sand and shook her head bending down. "you do not do that..do you hear me now sit and play sweetie and be good" she said and kissed her forehead.

isabelle stood up and went back to her bench dusting off her glasses with a wipey and stuck them on her head. then she put her book on the stroller and folded up the bag of m&ms and out them in the cart as well. she took out a notepad from the bottom and sat back down. she began to do the math problems she had written down. yeah, she had homework to do to and now was a good time. though out of intinct she kept watching felicity and glancing about for the blonde. she loved belle and respected her. she was a dancer and living out her dreams in a sense. education was the first step anybody knew that. "i wonder what she is going to say..i wonder if she'll know" she said her brown eyes fixed on the small brunette in the sand now.

[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

belle marie had been having anxious thoughts about connor and isabelle because she didn't want her best friend hurt! after the girl left, well connor was a wreck and it wasn't like izzy was here to see it. the sad eyes, the tears and all the quiet days, well belle had to see that and it broke the blonde's heart! she was scared for her best friend because she didn't want him to go through all of that again but he loved izzy! she knew this, and she didn't want to hurt him by going to him and telling him to be careful. she also didn't want to really say anything to the brunette but she wanted to make sure her connor was safe from pain! though, he wasn't her connor anymore and he hadn't been since isabelle parker walked in his life. she had kind of been jealous but she was glad he was happy and now she had her own life and it was hard to really see him but she wanted to make sure he'd be okay in the long run.

it took a lot to get belle to move her butt and persuade herself to go and confront izzy on the subject. though she was worried a bunch that she'd tell connor and he'd get pissed at her. she didn't want to ruin anything, she just wanted her friend happy! was that so much to really ask? the blonde wasn't sure, but she also wasn't sure how to go about this and so she texted the brunette to see where she was and when she got the message, well the girl stood up and put on clothes that would go good for being at a park! she didn't want to dress all out of place and in heels, cause she was going to the park and not somewhere else! plus she didn't wear heels unless it was a needed thing and it wasn't needed right now. she just needed to get there and talk to isabelle and get out before her anxieties got too much for her.

she took a couple of the anti-anxiety pills that nick had given her to calm her nerves and she took in a deep breath and managed to go to the park without panicking. though, when she did get there, she stood out on the outskirts and looked in biting her lips. she saw the young girl that was isabelle's sister and she saw the brunette sitting down with some homework and she almost decided to bolt and make up some excuse that zack called and really needed her but she didn't want to do that! she lied too much since she started working for nick and she needed to get this off of her chest before she exploded into a million pieces and so she slowly walked up to the parker girl and sat down on the bench next to her. folding her hands on her lap she began to pick at her nails and look at the ground because it was really hard to look at her, knowing that the words that left her mouth in a few would hurt this poor girl. she didn't like to hurt others but she had to express this because it bothered her. "hi..i.." she said softly before yelling at herself in her head to man up and talk to this girl about important things! "um..i wanted to talk to you about connor," she finally said, a little louder. she decided to take this like she did when her squad were not practicing when they were supposed to be and fooling around. she could man up and speak in those situations and that was what this was. she was getting izzy to stop fooling around with her friend and be real, because if she left again and broke that nerdy boys heart. she'd have to answer to the wrath of belle and when she was mad, she wasn't the pretty princess she tried to be.


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music: sugar we're going down by fall out boy

[ISABELLE MARIE PARKER]

the younger girl was really kind of excited to get some company, because her brother was busy and it wasnt like she didnt admire her little angels words, but she missed seeing people. she decided no matter how scared she was someone would find out she would stick to the story and get out and get air. hopefully to tire the little cutie pie out! when she got in her fussy moods she wouldnt take naps for isabelle and well her mom wasn't in town. the nanny was gone and josh did not know how to put a baby to sleep. the next option was resorting to let her stay up and play and play and play until when her head hit a pillow later alls she did was sleep. it was something isabelle needed for tonight a good nights sleep with no fussy baby waking up because she had energy about her still. the girl put her glasses back down and she looked over her phone reading the text and smiling. the blonde girl was a love and this would be great. she slid it in her sweatshirt pocket and looked back to her math working over her problems and quickly working them out. review, review, and review again because it was may and finals were on there way!

the girl did not expect this to be about connor and a lecture. she figured maybe belle missed her and connor told he she was back in town and she wanted to see her because of that. that was a plus to isablle's day. felicity did a cute little scream and a giggle and she laughed as she fell back. she'd be the first one besides family to meet her little girl even if it was secret. "such a dork like your daddy" she said shaking her head. she hadn't kept connor from felicity she knew who he was, but she knew it was a secret and she couldn't get candy if she said it in front of mama, because mama got mad! she knew her last name too but she knew to she j even though she had just began kind of talking. dada was her dad of course... according to her. it always made her laugh. then before she knew it the blonde was here with her and she smiled wider. "belle!" she said setting down her notepad. hugs were allowed if one didnt squeeze too hard...her boobs were 'sensitive'.

the hi didnt seem to friendly so she looked out to felicity and then back at belle and tucked some hair behind her ears. "hey" she said with a little confusion in her tone. the fifteen year old shifted on the bench. the words we need to talk about connor kind of made her nervous she heard a rumor she had slept with him when they were together, but she never bought it. did she come to tell her they slept together when she was out of town? or well when she had moved. "whats up?" she asked in a nutruel tone, because she didn't want to jump to conclusions. though she felt her heart speed up. what happened? was something wrong? did belle really do that? was connor leaving her and sending belle to do it because he didnt want to break her heart. she could be an emotional wreck inside sometimes at the mention of his names..when the outlook didn't seem so good looking.

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[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

belle marie rowan didn't figure out anything because she wasn't really smart enough too! she didn't really pay attention to the days or how long she was gone or the fact that she was bigger. the days kind of all ran into one another with work, school, connor and his pain and now his happiness. she really didn't pay attention much to tiny minute details and so to her, felicity was the sister of the parker girl and that was that. she had no reasons not to trust her or believe the words that left her mouth, sos he took it as it was and didn't try to pry or dig closer because there wasn't reasons to in her opinions.

the blonde would never do such a thing to izzy because even if she was about to say painful words, it wasn't going to ruin her. it was just to let her know that belle wouldn't handle any pain! she saw enough of she was done with pain from her friends. this may cause a slight pain to izzy but not a lot like if she screwed connor jean because she'd never! he was just her best friend and he loved izzy and even when they weren't together, connor didn't sleep with anyone and belle would defend him till the day she died because she didn't want people to think he was some sleazy man when he wasn't. he was a sweetheart and thats why she was doing what she was doing, to protect her best friend from pain. "its about when you left," she said, looking into her eyes, there was some pain in belle's as she remembered what her best friend was like and she tried not to cry thinking about it. "you hurt him a lot."

that was probably an underestimation but belle was trying to get this done fast so she wouldn't have to sit here and she could be done with this and deal with the consequences of two people she adored and loved hate her! she could handle that! no..she really couldn't but she'd try to handle it, because she was doing this for good reasons. she wasn't doing this to be a bitch! she didn't want to be a bitch, that wasn't who she was! no, she was the helpful blonde catholic girl who frequented the hospital and food kitchens and fed her local homeless. she helped anyone in need of help and she cared and loved everyone around her but this would be one of the moments when she let her human nature run her. the girl was judging isabelle marie parker by her past actions and that was normal but she should have let it go, but she couldn't. "he was in a lot of pain," she said, trying to get the brunette to realize. "i don't want him to be like that again. you didn't have to see it. you left and you didn't have to see what you did to him and it hurt me seeing that! then you come back and waltz in his life and its like nothing happened. but it did happen and i don't know what i'd do but if you ever leave him or make him have those same sad eyes. i will do something bad and i won't regret it."


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word count: five hundred and fifty eight
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music: sugar we're going down by fall out boy

[ISABELLE MARIE PARKER]

the girl was not a known liar, and she practically choked on her words everytime she had to say sister. it disgusted her not to be able to tell people the truth and if they found out then what? she wouldnt be trustworthy, but she was still isabelle marie parker, and her responsibility was now to protect felicity at all costs! even if that meant she had to lie for awhile until she could sort out what she liked to refer to as a mess! yes it was a mess! the whole situation was eating her alive and the little girl would be so confused! she didn't want to make people suffer, and she was selfish but she had brought about a beautiful life, and she wasn't going to have it wisked away because...because of mama parker.

the girl completely trusted belle and connor, but your mind couldnt help but wonder what kind of comfort the younger boy found in the older girl. she adjusted her glasses and she ser her notepad down giving her the respect and attention she felt like she earned. all the while felicity was happily playing and not making a fuss. she saw her get into crawling formation and izzy sighed. "felicity please sit down sweetie" she said and looked at belle. "give me a second?" she said getting out some dolls she brought with her. she quickly jogged over and gave her her toys. "do not put these in your mouth..or tonight we have peas" she said and then she walked back over sat down and pulled her knees to her chest listening. the girl bit her lip. this was one of those talks? she raised a brow. "you don't think i don't know that?" she asked shaking her head some. "i did not want to leave him but i had no choice" she said and closed her eyes for a moment. did people think she left to just leave?

though she shut up for a moment thinking and letting belle say what she had to say. today, was the wrong day to do this and she probably should have told belle that, but she felt her stomach weaken at the words you didn't have to see it. the fifteen year old put her head in her knees for a moment and tried to push images of a sad connor out of her head. she then got threatened and well she was stressed out and her head shot up and she glared. "do not for a second sit there and threaten me your a good best friend, but don't" she said and stood up. "there wasn't a second i wasn't thinking what i had done to connor..i wasn't going to end it but i wasn't about to strain his heart." she shook her head. "i had to take care of my mom she was pregnant and had no one..not a soul but me myself and i" she was lying and cracking. she wanted to tell her the truth and that would shut her up. "parade back like nothing happened?" she laughed a little and took off her glasses. "you have no idea belle..not a clue" she sighed. "i admire you're protect connor, but don't prentend like you know me like that because thats never who i've been...i didn't waltz okay the boy could have said he didnt want me back and i would have understood..i came back because this is home and i am the luckiest girl to have him back...i havent for a second taken for granted what i did" and then she felt felicity tugging on her pants and she sighed looking down. "mama". she let a tear fall. she was sucking on her thumb which meant she was hungry and iz quickly took it from her mouth because it was dirty "okay my little cutie pie" she said swooping her up and looking at belle. "mama's always gone...so i'm mama" she said feeling the need to clarify.

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[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

belle couldn't help but fall in love with felicity because she was a young child and children made the girl happy. they radiated happiness and belle didn't have much happiness in her life other than what she tried to radiate herself for others. there was just a lot of sadness that was in her body and a lot of fears but she tried to be happy and this wasn't a happy moment! even with a young baby around, well she couldn't seem to manage any happy thoughts or smiles, it was really hard and she kind of pulled her legs up and leaned her chin on her knees as isabelle moved to go talk to the young girl and then when she came back, well the girl automatically frowned and began to shake.

the blonde should have been prepared for this but she wasn't, she was just trying to protect her best friend and she shouldn't have done this. she should have kept this all inside her, it would have been better that way! but it was too late and she was dealing with the consequences of her actions and she cringed a bit when she was being told the things she was being told. she swallowed the lump in her throat and continued to pick at her nails but she wasn't all strong anymore, her anxiety meds were wearing off and she just stared at her hands and she could feel herself shake as she thought of what connor would say if he found out what she did. he would hate her because he loved isabelle and she should just be happy for him instead of that, she came and gave a lecture to the love of his life and she didn't like it. she ididn't like the idea of him hating or or even of isabelle hating her. she couldn't handle this!! her heart was racing and she finally looked up from her hands, feeling like a little girl who just got reprimanded for putting her hand on a burner. "im sorry. i shouldn't...i just...i didn't like," she said softly and tried to calm down so she could speak but she couldn't. she took in a deep slow breath and looked at izzy, "i shouldn't have said anything. its none of my business and i feel like a bad friend but i just didn't like seeing him like that. it was painful and i just.....i want him to be happy and not sad and hurt. just please...please don't hurt him." her voice shook and she sounded almost like she was begging because she was!! she didn't want her best friend hurt. "i get, that he's your connor and not mine but he's still my best friend and all i really have other than my brother and i can't see him like that again."

belle really didn't need her to clarify because she knew what the young girl was doing because she didn't have her mother around either. she called her nannies mama for the longest and she still feels like they were more her mother than her actual mom and she wished she didn't send them all away when she was old enough to stay home and watch zack all on her own. "i get it," she said, kind of smiling at the little girl because she had a weakness for little kids because who didn't? little children here just the cutest little things in the world and she wanted to hug and cherish the precious girl but she didn't feel that was right after the last moment in another breath and wiped her face. "i used to call my nannies mama because my mother wasn't ever really around." she felt like she needed to tell that to izzy just so she'd know it was normal and that she wouldn't feel guilty for her sister calling her mom and all. she was trying to be nice, because she was so mean, however belle had her bag and she always kept food in her purse. "if she's hungry..i have some carrot sticks, and um...i have granola and berries and some celery, if she wants any of those...i also have chocolate if you'd like some izzy?"


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notes: i wanted pretty(;
music: sugar we're going down by fall out boy

[ISABELLE MARIE PARKER]

the little girl was beautiful and she had her dads pretty eyes and well he was a little pretty boy anyways, she she always said he was pretty like his daddy. the dolls were something to just give iz sometime because if not then she would have a heart attack trying to find felicity and if she got hurt she would go crazy. that would be a dead give away to belle, because even if she believed he she would never see izzy in a wreck like this...if anything were to happen so it was just precautions. the girl instantly was probably doing what she was asked not to do, but she was lucky her mind was clouded.

the girl was usually sweet and probably under normal circumstances would have cried and text connor a million sorry's but today just wasn't that type of day. she felt the need to stand her ground. even if belle was nice she just threatened her and she was in the same boat as her mother, but she noticed the girl kind of crumble and not stick to it anymore. honestly, that was when her heart began to ache for belle instead of herself! her mother like insticts kicked in and she reached over for her hand. "belle, sweetie its okay you were just trying to protect connor" she apologized and izzy shook her head. "don't be sorry for how you feel." she said and looked over at her. "i don't need you to be sorry..what i did is wrong and i am sorry enough but any way anyone wants to spin it i can't take it back..and my mom needed me." she said and sighed. "felicity needed me and i couldn't be selfish to them or to my heart..i gave connor the chance to move on because i wasn't sure if i'd be back it was the hardest...no it was one of the hardest things i have ever done" she said with a sigh. the plea was heard heavily and isabelle felt herself begin to break. "i love connor i could never" she said in a whisper barely audible. " i could never hurt him more than i already have.." she said unknown meaning behind it as she glanced at felicity. the girl shook her head..."i don't own connor belle. that boy is all his own" she said with a smile. "i just get to be lucky and be the girl he loves in a different manner than he loves hope, you, and his mom...thats all" she said giving her a small smile. "don't get me started..i'll never shut up" she said and giggled.

when she said she got it she almost felt guilty, but there was no way she could tell another soul before she told who she needed to tell. she got up and went to the stroller and grabbed a bottle, because felicity was still breast feeding, but she couldn't do that here and wouldn't. "she's just the smartest and sweetest little thing" she said sitting back down feeding her. then belle told her her stories about her nannies and she smiled. "me too" she said and looked at her daughter again. "i only hope that i'm a better mama then mama" she said with a sigh. "i love her so much" she said and bit her lip. "my mom wasn't fit to be a mom...and some people arent but she's to beautiful.." she said and looked back at belle. "i'm sorry about your mom though and the nannies..i mean maybe it was a good thing but every little girl needs their mom" she listened to her name off food and looked at felicity's face. "she eats solid foods, but she has a thing for breast milk still and it fills her up and hopefully she'll take a nap she's been a little fuss ball all day." she said that word and she watched the little girls eyes light up and she began to push the bottle away. "that did it...she heard a reference to c-a-n-d-y" she said and giggled putting the bottle on the opposite side of her. "she's got a sweet tooth because my brother gives her candy isn't that right monster" she asked kissing and giving her tummy a rasberry. "now felicity you know i love you and the pretty lady has chocolate, but i need you to finish your bottle and go night night..and you can have that later" she said looking into her eyes and picked up the bottle again and she didn't object, because she was hungry. "i'd like that but it wouldn't be fair" she said smiling at belle. "thanks though".

"so other then dealing with the sad boy i kind of left behind...which i also want to thank you for..what else have you been doing belle?" she asked sweetly.

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[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

belle marie felt horrible for what she did, she should realize that connor had a new belle marie, isabelle marie and she kind of felt like this would be seen as a jealous move but she wasn't jealous at all. she spent time with connor and she didn't like him like that. he was just her best friend and she wanted him happy,that was a normal thing to feel! right? completely normal! but she couldn't help but think that isabelle would believe all those stupid rumors about her and connor and then she'd never want belle around connor and those thoughts did cross her mind but they weren't true! she'd argue that fact until the day she died because she didn't want people to think of her as some slutty girl who slept with a taken boy,and she wasn't that kind of girl. maybe she could be considered slutty now, but no one knew and maybe the people she saw had girlfriends but she didn't know.

when izzy reached for her hand, well belle clutched at it like it was a life line that would save her from drowning in her own anxieties. the brunette was so nice and belle felt like a moron for everything she just said. why would she purposly hurt connor? she was so nice and though she did hurt him, she did it for her family because family was important and though belle didn't really have much family but her brother and maybe her dad, she would do anythng for them. kill for them, she'd do it for connor to because he was her family and that was why she was here. trying to protect her family. she believed isabelle though, "i believe you. im sorry. your so nice and i shouldn't have thought you'd do that on purpose. i just needed to make sure he'd be happy for the rest of his life. i need him happy." she did! she needed his happiness because it rubbed off on her and allowed her to smile and forget herself for a little bit of time instead of freaking out. "he loves you a lot. he really does," she said, smiling a little at her. "can....can we..not tell him about this? i feel really horrible and he'll hate me so much for saying that to you and i didn't mean it! i was just so..upset and im not the greatest when im upset and i don't mean to sound like a bitch even though i guess i am sometimes. and...i need him so much right now, i can't have him not talk to me. please," she pleaded again because she really couldn't handle connor not talking to her ever!

the blonde just smiled because she agreed with what isabelle was saying about the child! not that she knew if the girl was smart or sweet but she was isabelles sister and if her mom didn't spend much time, then she learned from the brunette and so she would agree because she felt like it was right? belle wasn't really sad because she'd probably be a different girl if her mom was around, "its okay. i liked my nannies, my mom....she's more interested in having the looks of a perfect family than having a family." it was true! she didn't care about any of them, as long as they did what she wanted and now belle was closed off from all of that because she didn't do what they wanted her to but she would sneak away to say hi to her brother!

when the young girl seemed so happy about the idea of chocolate, well belle smiled because it was kind of cute but she wasn't going to give her a piece of isabelle didn't want her to have one and so she held her bag and didn't get one because she didn't want to be rude. even though she was kind of itching to eat a piece, but instead she took out the granola and dried berries and tried to forget about the chocolate.


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notes: i wanted pretty(;
music: sugar we're going down by fall out boy

[ISABELLE MARIE PARKER]

the brunette was upset, but she let know belle that she admired her for what she had done. she was protecting connor and isabelle loved her for that more than she hated her. though she didnt think she could find herself hating belle even if connor ended up liking her. she was a pretty nice girl and if someone hurt hope isabelle would be doing the same thing. the girl was pretty and nice to her otherwise. iz, was not the spiteful type and the type to ruin things. she took the moment for what it was and now she was thinking of something romantic she could do for connor the only problem would be her. she wasn't one to wear romantic clothing anymore or dresses and all that pretty stuff. the thought of it made her nervous, but she needed to do something to make it up for connor she knew that much! the sixteen year old began chewing on her lower lip. what was she going to do?! "belle can you help me with something?" she asked kind of readjusting hoping she would say yes. two minds that knew connor were better than one!

she smiled when she gripped her hand and looked over at her. "are you okay?" she asked raising a brow looking at her kind of puzzled. it was like she was falling but the girl was perfectly on the bench. had she said something wrong? no, iz knew she was only defending her heart and well if she hurt belle with that she was sorry but she kind of had the right too just like belle had the right to defend connor. then she said she believed her well she was glad! why would she want to hurt connor? he was cute, charming, and funny. the girl was smitten...no she wouldnt ever try and hurt him. she had his baby she wanted him forever and always. "and i love him" she said and blushed a little thinking about him. then the girl began to beg her to not tell connor and iz shook her head a little listening to her words and looked at her serious. "belle i would never do that...of course this is betweeb you and i" she said and sighed. "look connors my boyfriend but your his best friend and i'm not going to try and push you out of his life" she said shaking her head. "and he needs you" she said and smiled at her. she licked her lips and then began to speak. "look i dont want you to ever worry about me telling connor something bad or trying to take your best friend away from you belle i'm not that kind of girl..sure sometimes i get jealous but not of you i think its cute what you and connor have, so please dont worry..your stuck with connor and batman and me if its forever and i hope it is" she said giving her hand a squeeze.

when she said that isabelle tensed up because the secret behind her mother was the image of her name. her mother though..she couldn't believe what she was asking of her but she'd do anything for felicity! "yeah image and motherhood are two different things..i mean i dont know i think that if your a mom its not about creating an image its about being the best mom you can be" she said looking down at felicity. "for some people it comes natural some it doesn't" she said and shrugged.

"parkers are known for their s-w-e-e-t-s " she said with a giggle. oh now how she was hungry again. izzy was always hungry! breastfeeding did that to you. she saw the piece and she felt and heard her tummy rumble. she wished felicity would just doze off. "you can eat belle its okay" she said figuring that was why she brought food. "she has to eat and get burped then im going to go get something to eat cause im starving" she said and looked up at her. "would you be interested in eating with me?"

[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

belle really did like isabelle and that was why she kind of felt really horrible for saying those evil mean things and she sighed and thought of all the good things connors done for her. he had been there and been her anchor and she went and did this stupid thing, he'd probably hate her guts and well, she'd try to keep it a secret but she hated lying and she'd probably tell him in a fit to get it clean off her chest. she waslying too much already and another would only make her head spin and her anxieties to get worse and she didn't want to get worse! she wanted to be the nice girl she was and so when izzy asked her help, well the blonde nodded, "i'd love to help izzy with anything you'd need. im here! im your pretty blonde assistant like a magician has." she was rambling and when the words settled, she felt horrible. "oh no. no. i didn't mean that. crap. your beautiful isabelle..that was a horrible thing to say..oh..oh im such a horrible person. im so sorry. thats not what i meant." oh, she was so sad for the words she spoke and she clutched her hands together, so confused and sad and sorry.

the blonde's eyes widened a bit when isabelle asked her if she was okay, and she began to realize that she was clutching and she took her hand back and wiped it on her shorts and put them back on her lap. she felt like a moron and just nodded because she didn't want to talk about her anxieties because she just didn't like talking about them and so she smiled. "im okay," her voice rung in her happy tone as she tried to force the sadness away. plus, her smile kind of brightened when she spoke a whole bunch more and well belle felt way better now. "he loves you too," she said before adding. "and i love you." it was true, sure she didn't know izzy too well but because connor loved her, well belle loved her because she made him happy. she saw that, but she was just worried like always. "thanks so much. i appreciate it. he's lucky to have you as his girlfriend," she said honestly. and well she also believed she was lucky to have connor but that seemed kind of rude and so she kept her mouth shut on that part. the girl just felt a lot better now that she knew she was stuck with connor and izzy and batman, that was a life she could deal with. "thanks," she said once again.

she kind of shrugged a bit because she was used to her mother and her mom's thoughts and her no motherhood things. "she's always been a politician before mother. we only exist to make her get voters." she smiled because she was fine with that because she wasn't with her mom any more and she didn't let her decide her life! "its okay! i moved out of the house and she's not really around to really torture zack and he knows i'll get us a place if its too much for him so..she really has no hold anymore..."she nodded when the girl said that the parkers were known for the sweets and she had to keep that in mind for next time because she felt bad for bringing it out and mentioning it. then the thought of food, well her stomach growled and she couldn't help but giggle because it was funny. "i think i'll go with you," she said, clutching her stomach, hoping it didn't do that again.


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word count: six hundred and eighteen
outfit: here
notes: i wanted pretty(;
music: sugar we're going down by fall out boy

[ISABELLE MARIE PARKER]

the girl had no clue about her secret lives or her anxieties or miss parker would probably feel horrible, because she didn't want belle to think she was some threat and trying to make their friendship to fall apart. though right now her mind was wondering on and on about the brunette boy and how she missed him. it wasnt like she didn't see him, but she saw him less because she was with felicity a lot. it was hard to leave her but she did like seeing her daddy. she felt herself blush and snap back to reality when belle said she would help her. she giggled a little as she said she was her assistant and then she laughed when she said she didnt mean it and called her beautiful. "you are beautiful belle and beautifully blonde" she said and smiled again. "thanks for the compliment and don't be sorry" she said and made sure the little one was okay and glanced back. "i need your help planning a date that will take connors breathe away" she said biting her lip. "i want to make up for all the sorrows...i want him to feel special like he makes me feel special" because he was special!

the girl let go of her hand and kind of looked as if she had seen a ghost with that question. "just checking" she said and tucked some hair behind her ear. "not that i mind you have soft hands but i just wanted to make sure you're okay" she said throwing out a random fact. she said he loved her too and that made her feel warm. "im lucky" she said looking down."so so lucky" she whispered then looked out. "i dont know what i would have done if he actually moved on..i mean i guess it would have been fair..i left so" she sighed. then belle said she loved her too. she smiled at her again. "awe i love you too belle!" she was glad she was a part of her life as well cause she was a big part of connor's. "thanks, but im the lucky one" she admitted. she hoped that the record was set straight and that there was no bad vibes. she just so badly wanted good relations with connors friends, because he was important to him! belle though too! she met her and she was sweet and she really liked her.

the girl listened and frowned as she looked at her daughter and she began to tear up because stories like this made her emotional. it was a motherly things! "im sorry belle" she said and a tear fell down her cheek and almost landed on felicity. "i just really hate stories like this" she said and looked at her. "kids arent pawns...and im sorry that your mom used you for an image." she sighed and kind of chuckled at how dumb she sounded. she looked down and she was asleep so she stood up and put her down in the stoller and put the blanket over her then she put the bottle with its top in the cart below. "sorry im just a mess lately my heads jumbled up" she took a deep breathe and walked to the sand picking up the dolls and dusting them off and walked back. "food time" she said with a wink wiping her eyes again. "and before you ask im fine" she said with a giggle. "it just makes me sad because felicity is to small to even know and its just sad to know what she cant understand"

[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

the rowan girl sighed when isabelle spoke because she was so scared that she said something the wrong way! she didn't mean for it to sound kind of rude and she was beating herself up about it but she was smiling now and she had a light blush to her cheeks. "thanks izzy and no problem because its the truth." it was!!!! the brunette latina was a beautiful girl in the blonde's opinions. if there was anyone who knew what would take connors breath away it would be isabelle and belle and the two together? could do a hell of a lot of damage when it came to the b oy's breath! there was only one other person who'd make the same damage if she wanted and that was victoria hope jean! so, well belle was kind of taken a back at why she asked her and not hope because izzy was best friends with hope and she probably could be a lot better help that the blonde girl but she was excited and she gave a bright smile! "oh! well, think i can help with that," she said with a giggle because she was a giggly girl!

belle rowan didn't want to cause anyone concern with if she was okay or not because she didn't want to lie and say she was. it hurt to lie and so she just smiled and avoided the questions and concerns, though sometimes connor could see the pain but she'd shrug it off and everything ended up okay in a way but she knew she was hurting him! her pain and lies hurt connor and he knew something was up but it was so hard to tell him and make him hate her for being a big ugly slut...she shook her head and bit her lip and pushed the thoughts away. "yup im okay," she said again..just in hopes that the more she said it, the more it'd be true! well..the girl didn't agree to the parker girls statement out loud but she did in her head. izzy was very lucky to have connor, anyone would be lucky because he was the best person and the best friend anyone could ever ask for and to have him as a love interest must be amazing. belle could only wish and hope for a boy like that but she knew that she couldn't get that. she was a whore...they didn't have happy endings. when she mentioned the whole moving on thing, well belle looked at the ground and frowned because she tried to tet the boy to move on just so he'd be happy but he didn't want anyone else but isabelle. "i don't think he could have..even if he wanted to. he loves you a lot and he only wanted you.." the girl just smiled because there were no bad vibes on her part but she really hoped that she could have not come down and caused bad vibes at all!

isabelle marie's tear, kind of made belle feel really bad because she didn't want the girl to cry and she was way over it! her mom was her mom and she didn't have to deal with it anymore because she had her own place and her own life and her own jobs! she volunteered, she taught dance...and she whored herself out. though the last wasn't something many people would peg on the sweet, seemingly innocent older blonde girl but it was a part of who she was now. "sorry," she said, kind of softly, "i didn't mean to upset you...its really not that bad. i promise." the woman listened and nodded because she understood and before she could ask if she was okay, well the girl spoke again and she smiled lightly but unable to really find words because she screwed up so much already with her words and she didn't want to make it that much worse.


tagged: marie and izzy(;
word count: six hundred and eighteen
outfit: here
notes: i wanted pretty(;
music: sugar we're going down by fall out boy

[ISABELLE MARIE PARKER]

the girl had her reading glasses on felt like a little nerd and she felt insecure compared to belle, surely people could tell she was fatter, but at the same time she appreciated the compliment. belle was beautiful in the girls mind, but she didn't want the girl to think she was looney by repeating it. "thank you though its sweet" it made her feel good about herself, but at the same time it made her think of al her flaws. she wanted to do for connor what he did for her. she thought for a second about cooking him dinner and sex but that didn't work out so well last time in extacy, but she did know he enjoyed it. she bit her lip and looked at belle. "i have no idea how to top a air balloon and dinner but i have to somehow come close" she said looking at her. "i was thinking something larping themed, but i don't know..or i was thinking something utterly romantic and totally surprising and sadly thats as far as i gotten" she licked her lips and pouted. "of course those are givens like duh iz" she said and laughed at herself about the same time belle giggled and smiled at him.

the girl said she was okay and iz didn't want to bother her or push her, because it wasn't like she didn't believe her but she smiled over to herl "okay, but if you ever need to talk felicity and i have open ears and love to listen and help" she said looking down at her little girl who was starting to doze before putting her in the stroller. she wondered why belle didn't have a boyfriend and why connor didn't move on with her, but she was glad he didn't...selfishly. "i wanted him the whole time i was there and i kept in contact which pry didn't help him heal, but it was just so hard" she said and sighed. "he pry told you it all this though" she said and looked down. "i wish things could be different" she said and played with the ends of her hair. "but doesn't everyone in some shape or form things to be different" she looked at her. "i think out loud too much..one day its ganna get me in some serious trouble" she giggled a little. "belle you're the best i owe you a lot for being there to have to deal with what i created...connor isn't sad and i don't blame you you know..for comming here and wanting to tell me not to hurt him..never again i promise" she said offering her her pinky. "i promise" even if she got pregnant again out of wedlock she wasn't going to keep him out of the loop it wasn't fair. she feared what he would say if he were to find out he hoped that he wouldnt hate her.

there was a reason behind her tears and she probably up and blew her cover and it kind of made her shakey. her own mother wouldn't understand and neither would belle's mother because they weren't like isabelle. the first time she really left felicity was when she started classes again her in huntington beach. it was a really troubling day but being happy to see people and knowing she could come straight home and felicity's nanny really helped her out. pictures, phone calls, and recordings really helped her out. "sorry im just a mess" she said wiping her tears. mother hood was not a joke. "im so silly belle" she said and giggled. "crying over mama's and their odd ways" she said and she looked over at her blonde friend. "where should we go my lunch date?" she asked a smile peering through.

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[BELLE MARIE ROWAN]

izzy was very beautiful and a part of belle was kind of jealous because she didn't at all feel very pretty, especially not recently. she was dirty..disgusting...and she didn't know really know how to handle the thoughts anymore and she only had one person to talk to. that was hope. "its just the truth," she said, a blush appearing on her face as she bit her lip. "well connor likes simple," she said, because it was true. he went over the top for isabelle because he wanted her to have the time of her life but he was more of a simple kind of ugy himself. "i think he'd like the larping thing the best or you could do both? have a larp and then a romantic picnic at sunset?" belle, well she was a hapless romantic and she was so jealous of isabelle for what she had but it wasn't jealousy for connor. no, belle only loved connor as a best friend but it was more jealousy of someone romantic and sweet like connor. she smiled back at isabelle and ran a hand through her hair and bit her lip. "connor's really lucky to have you."

okay was a very big overstatement but belle was going to keep it to being okay because things just tended to get far too much for the rowan girl to handle and she didn't know what to do or how to react to some things. especially things like this. when isabelle said her and felecity had open ears, well it caused her to give a small smile because she thought it was cute and helpful but she knew she wouldn't be able to talk to her. she was connor's girlfriend and though hope was also connor's sister, for some reason she just trusted hope to not tell a soul. "i'll keep it in mind," she said with a smile. she just bit her lip and looked down at her hands and wished that she would have done things differently but this was for her future happiness. even if she wasn't currently happy, at least she wasn't at law school or something like her mom wanted her to do. "he did but he loves you a lot so don't feel bad," she said, with a bright smile. she just was really protective of connor and she felt better now that she got her anger out of the way and now that she knew that isabelle had no intentions on hurting the jean boy again. when she said that she wanted things to be different, and then went on to say that everyone did in some form, belle just nodded because that was definitely a truthful statement. belle wished she could have found a way to go to school without having to sell her body to do so. belle giggled because giggles were contagious and it brought her out of her thoughts of how things could be, she needed to just embrace her life as it is. when isabelle said that she was the best, well she didn't feel like that and she still felt bad for coming and yelling and connor would be mad if he knew that she did that but at least belle stayed to make things better because she didn't want to be the cause of anymore pain on connor's part. when she held out her pinky, well belle looped her pinky with hers and smiled, "okay. good."

belle...well she just wasn't that smart to really figure it out and she just thought the tears were because they brought up some past experience with her own mother and she felt bad for causing a lot of unneeded tears today. her family was who her family was and she kind of really dealt with it in strides though the girl did love her little brother a ton, she tried to spend as much time as she could with him because she knew that her parents very rarely did because she had been there and done that with them. "it's okay," she said with a smile because she was just wanting her to stop crying because tears weren't necessary. "silly is the best." it was true, silly made things interesting in her eyes and she took the brunette latina's hand and smiled brightly. "hmm pizza my heart?"


tagged: marie and izzy(;
word count: seven hundred and twenty-seven
outfit: here
notes: finally XD
music: sugar we're going down by fall out boy