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Post by FLORENCIA ERIN REINER on Jun 13, 2012 18:43:12 GMT -5
florencia erin had been a kind of happy girl the last few months and she was crushing up a storm at her dance class!! but that didn't mean that miss reiner would act upon her crush because that wasn't her thing. she didn't have the ability to act upon those things because she was to insecure about herself and she knew the boy she was crushing on wouldn't even think twice about her! it was just who she was and how she saw herself in the mirror and that was just an ugly fat woman. it was who she was and it made her hate herself but she had to look at herself to get ready for the dance class she took at the college. she just loved to dance, it was her life and she got to see her crush there! mason garner, he was just so handsome that she only wished he could see her the same way and maybe that was why she was taking extra time to pull her hair up into the perfect bun and added a slight bit of makeup in hopes he'd notice.
the problem with that plan was that he'd have to notice her before to notice the difference. but then maybe he'd just finally notice her for the first time but she had to get there super early in hopes to beat everyone and that he'd be the second one in and he'd have to set eyes on her! that was her plan, beautify herself and force his eyes to lay upon her. though, the girl was far from stupid enough to think this was work. she was constantly yelling at herself as she got dressed and ready that she wouldn't and shouldn't and couldn't get her hopes up! she was finally dressed and ready and she was standing in front of her full length mirror with a giant frown on her face. 'your so gross. he'll never look at you! fat and disgusting.' the thoughts just kept coming and coming and she took in a deep breath and blinked away the tears! though the few that slid all the way down her face, well the brunette wiped her eyes and gave a soft smile before grabbing her purse and heading out to find her aunt and let her know she'd be borrowing the car! "aunt mal," she exclaimed with happiness when she found her in the kitchen."its dance time, so im taking the car. if thats okay?." it wasn't like the young girl didn't already know it was okay because she had been taking this class for a bit now but she wanted to just make sure. her aunt told her of course, kissed her cheek and wished her a fun night and that dinner would be in the fridge in case she was asleep.
she had hoped to arrive early and when she walked into the giant room, well there was no one there and the girl smiled brightly. flo was happy to not have anyone around and she could try something she had been working on with miss rowan outside of class. she was excited to have some more practice and so she ran to put on the song the story by brandi carlile! she then began to dance to the beautiful song and she was so wrapped up in it that she did't hear the door open or anything and she just continued to dance. however, when the song end and though she did a splendid job she was frowning! she sat her body to the floor and pulled her legs up to her and burried her face into them. she sucked in her own opinions and every move she made was the wrong one and she took in a deep breath and let the tears fall down her eyes because she felt so horrible and she didn't know why!! she took her medicine..like she was supposed to and it was supposed to help but the fact was she forgot to take it before she left and so she was in tears and she was about to get up and run and just go home and text miss rowan a sorry later but when she pickedup her head, well a familiar and handsome face was visible and she wiped her face.
'you idiot. now he's going to think of you as an ugly baby instead of just fat and ugly. you big baby. good going! you'll never get him to like you now. not that you had a chance,' she told herself silently and cried even more.
tagged: marie and masey<3 word count: seven hundred and seventy-four outfit: here notes: <.< flo had stolen my brain sorry d: click for dance music: bring me to life by evanescence
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Post by MASON ALEXANDER GARNER on Jun 13, 2012 21:58:17 GMT -5
mason alexander garner, got home from baseball practice and snuck in the house and into his room and he quickly got in the shower put on his ballet clothes and over them he put on a nice shirt and pants. the black shirt looked like an under shirt tank top like shirt, so his dad would buy that he was going on a date. he did this every night he had class he came out of his bathroom spraying axe on himself and his dad was sitting on his bed waiting to grill him on what happened at practice. he knew it was going to happen, but he wished that it wouldn't have he wanted to be the first one there to stretch, get limber, and practice a little. "hey pops" he said smiling at him like he was alright with him there. "i got a date" he said winking at him. "oh with who? was the typical question. "her name is florencia" he said knowing it was a lie, but he wanted to so badly ask flo out and she would be there...he was crushing on her, so it was bending the truth a little. the problem with his plan would be his father would want to meet her some day and he wouldn't want her to have to lie, but he'd deter his dad for some time. it wasn't his place to ruin it. mason found women to be different than his dad. the boy wanted to appreciate someone for them and their meaning in his world and their world. they were more than a piece of ass. his dad high fived him and he handed him over his car keys...to his bmw. he almost felt bad for taking it to dissapoint him but maybe tonight was the night. "thanks dad" he said and took the keys twirling them around his finger. "ill get her back to you nice and clean" he said with a wink and the wink was his alterior meaning behind it. he meant it would be and in a non gross manner that his did thought there would be. "i go to go tell mom i don't need her to dtop me off" he said and his dad patted him on the shoulder. he went down and kissed his mom on the cheek. he smiled at her and they knew once again they got away with the trickery. "dads letting me borrow the car..i may be back a little late i kind of want to spend a little time with flo" and his mother knew who that was! she knew a lot more about him then his dad. the boy looked around and quickly grabbed his bag from the back seat of his moms car and shoved it in his dads. "okay mason you can do this" he breathed out and he he started the car, adjusting the mirrors, fastened up and he was off to golden west.
the boy got there and took a deep breath he smelt his shirt and then he got the keys got out and gathered up his stuff. he didn't see belles car, but he saw flo's and smiled. the boy walked to the classroom and watched as the girl danced and then sat down and seemingly cried. it broke his heart to see that, but the boy didn't know what to do! he stood there silent even though he had wanted to clap before she got down and began to cry. she looked up at him and he bit his lip and set his bag down going over to her. he was nervous but his mom told him to be himself. "hey, whats wrong?" he asked her in a caring tone and it was concerned as well. he really did want to know, but cared what was wrong. "your dance was beautiful" he said biting his lip and looked at her and flashed a smile hoping she would feel better about whatever it was she was sad about.
the boy felt a pit in his stomach because he got butterflies around her! though he was happy with himself he got the courage to say stuff to her finally. he talked to her while they danced if they were working on but they were alone and it was nice. he hoped he got the chance to take her out for ice cream or a walk on the beach later and get to know her better. the boy really just wanted this so much and finally it came out. "what are you doing after dance we can go get ice cream or go for a walk on the beach later if you want to talk or just you know what to go with me" he chewed on his lower lip because of nerves and felt himself blush. he was taking a chance though and he was proud of himself..
words: 830 notes: phone wont lemme see the dance tagged: belle with florencia(;
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Post by FLORENCIA ERIN REINER on Jun 13, 2012 22:47:31 GMT -5
florencia erin reiner was a girl who always felt like she was doing something wrong, even when she was doing everything right! she just had the inability to see herself in a good light because she was just such a horrible person! though that was the farthest thing from the truth but she sighed and pulled her legs up to her, wishing she had some kind of food to fill up on or her razor. which she had..in her bag..but that wouldn't be a very smart thing to do right now. she had dance and the blood would be noticeable and she didn't want to stain her clothes or for people to realize what she was doing. she had only done it twice sine moving to california in january and she didn't need her aunt figuring out that it wasn't all good in the hood with her niece.
she felt like such a moron because if she knew that mason was coming sooner, she wouldn't have done that horrible dance. she wanted to just cry her eyes out even more but she already looked like a horrible disgusting person and she wiped her eyes out because her makeup was running!! now there wasn't really a point in putting all of that on because it was freaking ruined and she only got more upset and angry at herself for being such an idiot to think that this would work! nothing every worked, she was just such a horrible person and she wiped at her eyes but then he was next to her asking what was wrong before telling her that her dance was beautiful and the tears just fell down faster and she shook her head. "no. it was horrible! it was so horrible," she whispered before pulling her legs up to her and burying her head into her legs. 'he's only saying that to get into your pants. not that i know why he'd want to do that. your so fat and probably a horrible fuck but you know..boys just love those virgins.' her thoughts clouded her mind and she just didn't know what to say or do! mason seemed so nice and he was so cute but who was she to think he'd really like a girl like her? he could only want one thing because she was so disgusting.
but when he kind of asked her out, well the girl's eyes lit up because she didn't expect that! not after he saw her crying or well she just never expected such a handsome nice boy would dare want to go out with such a selfish ugly girl like herself but it made her smile a bit. though her head was still telling her bad things about herself and him, she just ignored it because her stomach was filling with butterflies because she had been dreaming of this day since they met. though she didn't want to go eat ice cream because she didn't need him seeing her stuff her mouth full like the ugly pig she was."um..im walking on a beach with a really handsome boy from dance," she said in answer to his question because thats what she was now doing. though her face was red and she didn't try to bury her face but she wanted to. though she was wondering if she had any pills in her bag because it'd really help right now. "um..excuse me for a second," she said, getting up and running ot her bag to find a few pills in her little portable pill carrier and she took a couple with the water bottle she had with her for dance and smiled. she walked back over and sat down next to mason and gave a soft smile, "hi."
tagged: marie and masey<3 word count: six hundred and thirty-four outfit: here notes: <.< flo had stolen my brain sorry d: click for dance music: bring me to life by evanescence
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Post by MASON ALEXANDER GARNER on Jun 14, 2012 2:14:31 GMT -5
the young man, well he had no clue that florencia was kind of down on herself, because when he saw her she had such poise and grace. plus she was absolutely beautiful in his eyes. her medium length medium brown hair and pretty eyes. it was hard for him to not get distracted, but he wanted at the same time impress her so it was easy to stay motivated when dancing. of course, the boy would be sad to learn anything different, but well more always met the eye! with his life this was true and with his mothers life this was true...and sadly with his dads life it was all out in the open. the boy enjoyed dance and watching her as well! it made people just really look so alive! the boy could relate to that there was no feeling like dance to him. this wasn't ideal for his dad, but he gained so much from it! maybe even a date?
the boy thought it was really pretty and then she was crying and whispering it was horrible. he gulped a little and looked in the mirror and reflected upon himself and shook his head lightly. she was being hard on herself! it was like how he was when it came to baseball, because his father made him that way and she was psyching herself out that had to be it. he pulled his knees up to his chest and stared at himself in the mirror a little bit till he could imagine evertthing going wrong with the up and coming baseball season and looked at her. another sigh escaped him. "it wasn't horrible miss reiner" he said and licked his lips. "i know how it is to psych yourself out and i don't know if you're doing that or not, but if you are let me tell you i honestly found it fun, graceful, and nice to watch you" he said sweetly and smiled at her from ear to ear his demples showing. he wasn't one to just throw out words he didn't mean but people pry thought he was the typical jock...flo knew about him though..the different side of him! the boy stood up and he stretched and then he offered her a hand. "i want to see that smile...so can i have this dance?" he asked not needing music just her as a dancing partner. it wasn't ballet it would be a waltz around the room and maybe make her happy and not so down and out?
the boy was nervous when he asked her out but her eyes lit up and he couldn't help but be happy! that gave the fluttering butterflies a reason to explore all over the young man. he couldn't help but want to wait until she answered, but he saw it as a yes which made him happy and his aura kind of sparkle. when she spoke those words he kind of looked at himself and the mirror to make sure he didn't faint and it all registered. "what a lucky guy" he said and of course he was joking. "does this mean i missed my chance to ask you?" he teased and he nodded when she asked to be excused. he didn't watch her he was celebrating. the boy got out of his street clothes and kind of blushed seeing himself in the mirror before she came back. "hey" he said folding his clothes. "would it be silly to say i wanted to ask you out when you first came to dance or should i have stopped at hey?" he asked with a small chuckle.
words: 621 notes: my throat burns:( in a im sick kinna way:/ tagged: belle with florencia(; outfit: a male ballet thing
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Post by FLORENCIA ERIN REINER on Jun 14, 2012 9:32:57 GMT -5
florencia erin just loved to dance because she felt free and in control of something for a change. with everything else she did, she felt so out of control. though she still had the thoughts of how horrible she was at it, it was nice while she was doing it! she didn't have any thoughts while she was dancing! it was a freeing thing for people plus she met nice friends of hers. okay..so that was an oversteatement! she met miss rowan and that was it! she didn't talk to anyone and sure she crushed on mason but he never really talked. she hadn't gained her comfortable ability to just go up and talk just yet. it hadn't been that long and it was a new place and she wasn't yet used to her routine, maybe this next semester! but she was talking to mason now and that was okay with her because he was nice.
when he was talking about psyching out and stuff and well she frowned and thought about this for a moment. was she psyching herself out? she wasn't sure but she knew that her dancing skills weren't good! she just wans't good and it was normal thoughts that crossed her mind and it didn't make her dance better or worse, she danced the same. horrible. so she wasn't sure what it was, so she shrugged. plus...he was good..not her! she wasn't good at dancing at all and it kind of made her sad really inside that him and miss rowan were so beautiful in their dancing but one day! when the boy spoke again about her smile, well she blushed because why would he wan to see her smile? it was just a smile like any other smile and it wasn't something overly spectacular either. but he asked her to dance and she wanted to dance with him and she was kind of giddy and she took her hand. "of course," she said, her voice shaking because she was nervous but excited!
the young woman kind of blushed when he started to tease her because he thought that she could have a date. no...flo couldn't have a date if she was the last girl on earth. mason would be the first boy here that asked her out. not that people back home didn't ask her out, but after a lot of times, things ended up badly. they all wanted something florencia wasn't exactly ready to give away! "your the only one who ever really asked," she said, looking up at him from under her lashes. when she came back from getting her meds, she smiled at him when he asked her about wanting to ask her out and if it was weird and she shook her head. "no...i wanted you to ask me out," she said, blushing again and biting her lip and giving a soft smile.
tagged: marie and masey<3 word count: four hundred and eighty-zeven outfit: here notes: gah this sucks music: bring me to life by evanescence
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Post by MASON ALEXANDER GARNER on Jun 14, 2012 21:42:15 GMT -5
around school, the boy was not known for what he truly was! he was a complete sweetheart. the boy at school was depicted as a typical jock and was probably known as the boy who pitched and crushed hearts. rumors and such even put him in that category but it actually took a bigger kind of person to step up and get to know him to know the true him. he didn't act badly when his dad wasn't around and he wasn't the person that crushed hearts his heart would get crushed. dancing though really kind of gave a clear view of the garner boy. he knew belle..miss rowan for a long time and had been a fan! he took classes of hers now because he respected and loved her as an artist. the two together were really...unstopable and it was beautiful what they did! flo, was new, but she seemed pretty close with belle from what he could tell and belle was sweet enough to work extra with her he was sure. though in his opinion she was strong! she wouldn't be allowed in an advanced course if she wasn't. that would be sad though because he really liked that he got the chance to have her here. she was pretty, sweet, and he found her to be great!
the frown made him frown. maybe, he was wrong. everyone mad mistakes here and there but this was about building character, poise, and the art. she was good in his eyes! though she thought it was bad. he didn't want to argue with her, but mason knew a commited heart and a nice dancer when he saw one and that was before him for sure. when she said of course he couldn't help but smile wider. plus, the blush was pretty and he helped her up and lightly put a hand on her waist and began to slowly move one hand still in hers. he didn't care where she put her hand really this was great! he was waltzing with the girl he'd been wanting to ask out for the last two semesters. his heart was racing too! "this is nice" he admitted sweetly just so he could get a feel for how she felt about it as well.
flo, was a blusher and he liked it very much. the joke was her already having a date when he was really the date of walking on the beach. it would be a good way to get to know her and really talk. she had moved here at the start of the school year and was older than him, but he just found her attractive and didn't know if he'd get a chance like this again she was beautiful! he was the only one that asked? were people blind..."well, i'm glad i got to you first" he said biting his lip. "i've never been known to be the jealous type but i think i'd be jealous" he admitted just pry being too honest but it was mason's way. he said he wanted him to ask her out and he smiled. "oh well, good" he said blushing now too. "i didn't know that or i would have asked sooner..im kind of shy even if thats hard to believe."
words: 559 notes: haha repo is funny tagged: belle with florencia(; outfit: a male ballet thing
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Post by FLORENCIA ERIN REINER on Jun 22, 2012 23:55:36 GMT -5
flo reiner had in fact at first been iffy about the garner boy because of the things that were passed in the hallway. they made him out to be a player but those weren't the type of people that the girl wanted to be around! she was a sweet girl with a sweet attitude, and she wasn't about to let no one use her! or whatever! but she got to know him..or well she watched him dance and it made a twinge happen in her stomach. it was an odd twinge but a good twinge! she fell for the boy because he was so cute and he danced and he was not the boy that people made him out to be! he was someone else..and it made her giddy to meet this boy right here and get to know him and dance with him. her head would forever be filled with happy thoughts about mason garner.
she had never been really close to a boy with her and it both made her happy but made her stomach tighten in fear and she looked down. making a wrong move..well she couldn't do that or it'd ruin her chance with the boy in front of her. she kind of wanted to run into the bathroom but she didn't eat anything and she was happy! but it was just the way her stomach felt, the nerves were getting to her and she bit her lip and looked around before putting her hand on his shoulder. she gulped when his hand was on her waist because she didn't know what to do! this was really close..and she liked it...but it was scary at the same time. she had a feeling her face was really red but she didn't care because this was nice but sh didn't know how to respond..her voice was probably going to be really shaky!! but she managed to speak. "i.. agree," she said, really softly but loud enough for him to hear.
the reiner girl knew all about the boy's little reputation in school, even if she hadn't really been here that long. she was a quiet girl and no one really noticed that she existed and so they usually left her alone and went on talking. so, she heard some stuff about mason and it kind of made her sad inside but that mason wasn't the same mason she saw in dance class. the cute boy...it had to be a different one in her opinions! why? because he just seemed so different. this cute boy, telling her these things and making her feel kind of giddy but sad all at the same time, it made her happy! the fact that he'd be jealous, well she frowned because she didn't get it! there was nothing to be jealous of..she was plain ole flo..and so no one would take her away or make him have a reason to be jealous. she really wasn't even sure why he wanted her and she just shook her head, "no you wouldn't. you'd fine a very beautiful girl and be really happy and forget about me." she was just telling the truth, at least her truths! he was just making the girl turn into a tomato with his words and she giggled and bit her lip. "its hard to believe..but i think its cute,"]/color] she said, looking up at him through her eyelashes.
tagged: marie and masey<3 word count: five hundred and seventy-eight outfit: here notes: gah this sucks music: bring me to life by evanescence
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Post by MASON ALEXANDER GARNER on Jun 24, 2012 2:45:34 GMT -5
the garner boy well in the halls he was the typical jock, but florencia erin reiner, well he knew he wanted her to know him true self. well it wasn't like too many people got to see this side of him. everyone in the dance class did which was kind of awkward because there was a lot of people from school, well girls, but thankfully they weren't the spiteful type and for that he was grateful. the reality of the problem never lied behind mason! surely, the young man could tell his father his feelings, but the problem of the matter was that he couldn't do that to his sister and his mother! the man was kind of a drunk and well he was bitter and could be an asshole, so the harm in that would be inflicted in his family and well he just rather take the wrath then inflicting total pain! the sixteen year old did enjoy his dance time though and this time alone with flo! the girl was really sweet and pretty. though the boy had been nervous for quite some time, but he was really glad that the two could beyond that even though he really hated to see her cry! the girl was a good dancer, but sometimes the problems with girls were well they got into their head too much. the boy would never call her on that, but he did wish to show her how amazing she truly was! the girl before him well she should be shown how she was special!
the boy, well he was sure she would be different then the other girls. the thought of it all though he was a 'popular' guy with nerves. his confidence elevels were extremely poor! when she looked down he got kind of nervous he was scaring her off, but he hoped the hand on her waist was okay and the dancing would be alright. it wasn't the normal style dancing, but he thought it would be a nice change. a wonderful moment and memory in time he could reflect on. romance, really and that was so his style! the boy wanted to romance her and win her over that way! when she agreed well he couldn't help but smile at her. "i'm glad to hear that" because he was glad to hear that! this was giving him butterflies and they were the good kind at the right time! finally, the boy was going to find someone to love and rightfully so in the right manner! the young man, well he was more than excitied, but he tried not to overly show it, because he didn't want to seem like a complete rookie!
the words that played off her lips as the moved around the dance studio kind of made him frown. the girl either heard about who he was at school or was really down on her hopes with this and he was trying to prove her wrong. "that girl wouldn't be you" he said shaking his head. "she wouldn't be the girl i laid eyes on seven months ago when she started with dance and that i wanted to get to know.." he shook his head. mason licked his lips. "you may not be aware of this and excuse me if this comes off as to forward, but i find you incredibly sweet and pretty and the fact that i'm dancing right now up and made my day...week..month even, and its definitely going down as one of those perfect moments i've longed for" he said with a nod and smiled at herl he tried to word that as well as he possibly could and hoped that she felt right about it as well and something he said wouldn't disturb her when it came down to it.
words: 644 notes: ew ew ew not how you thing ew my brother ew. tagged: belle with florencia(; outfit: a male ballet thing
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Post by FLORENCIA ERIN REINER on Aug 20, 2012 20:38:08 GMT -5
the riener girl didn't know his background or why he was so meanish at school but she took to avoiding the popular guy there because it wasn't her element and she wouldn't know what would happen if she walked up to him and started a conversation. she also didn't want to ruin his rep..which it would, she knew it! everyone thought she was some crazy girl who burnt down her school and she didn't!! she was just an ugly gross disgusting being who was unwanted at home. it was sad but the truth and she kept it all bottled inside and it kind of just all comes out from time to time, like here when her dance sucked! all the sadness from everything she bottled up, came pouring out. she didn't want to cry at school if mason made fun of her with his friends, she liked thinking of him as the nice, sweet, boy from dance. and so that was why she just kept to herself for the most part at school. at least away from mason. there was saxon at school and he kept her grounded enough in her thoughts that she'd be happy during those six hours and that the sadness didn't come until she was home. which was a blessing in a tattooed annoying disguise!
but for now she was going to enjoy this moment, even if she was nervous and scared and confused all at once. she had never been touched like this before...or really at all! not from anyone because she was just ugly and no one wanted to dance or date an ugly girl. at least not back at home but it made her get giddy and excited that someone could be attracted to gross fat girls but the thought fat made her eyes widden. what if he didn't notice and he looked close and felt the fat and would be disgusted? she swallowed the lump in her throat and looked up at him, she just wished he wasn't using her. she had seen it so much in real life and on tthe television that she wouldn't know how to respond to that happening to her. but so far the romance was strong and as they started to dance, well her mind forgot she was ugly. for now...she had butterflies and a big red blush on her cheeks as she danced and danced her heart out with him. her eyes were wide with happiness and she licked her lips because she was giddy and happy and she couldn't wait to walk with him on the beach afterwards.
his words, wellt hey had her blushing because they were words that made her giddy inside and feel good about herself for a change. he liked her! he picked her! there had to be about a million girls lined up at his door and they had to be prettier than her, funnier than her, smarter than her but he picked her. ugly, stupid, clumsy flo who just was dumb in all sense of the word. thats how she felt but she blushed still and she bit he rlip because she didn't know how to respond. no one had ever been forward with her about how pretty she was and she just wanted to hug him but it'd ruin the dance and she just didn't care anymore. she stopped dancing and stood there for a second, running a few scenerios in her head and figuring out the best outcome of the situation. all outcomes ended with her crying and she faltred but then she decided to go for it. "you only live once flo," she whispered to herself before throwing her arms around his neck and hugging him. the tears began to pour out but they were the happy ones and she didn't know what was going on in her head but she pulled herself together and she backed away and wiped at her cheeks. "sorry..no one's ever called me pretty before," she said, looking at the ground, feeling gross. "that...made my lifetime," she said..just putting it out there because she made his day and he made hers. it was a good day today! that much she was positive about!
tagged: marie and masey<3 word count: seven hundred and nine outfit: here notes: <.< flo had stolen my brain sorry d: click for dance music: bring me to life by evanescence
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